Look at my heart again
Look at the mess I've got it in
I'm trying to trust in You
To know that you'll see me through
Through my pride
Through my shame
Into Your love
Into Your grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see Your face
And I'm running straight to You
Because
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
To break this division
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
Erase it and bring us together again
My life's like an open book
Nothing is hidden when you look
You break through my boundaries
Revealing my insecurities
But through my pride
And through my shame
You show me love
You show me grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see your face
And I'm running straight to you
Because
Here I am saying I need you
I know I need you
Here I am, I'm coming to meet you
Cause I want to see you
♠my taste of sunshine
A pair of spectacles
Manchester United jersey
Catch a ballet performance
Pointe shoes
Adidas Kenya Jacket
Singapore flyer
Superstar Virgo trip
Open a savings bank account
Powershot e1 !!
I met up with his mum this morning , Auntie went to meet her client at woodlands.After clinching the deal :) ,she came and picked me up downstairs my house and I brought her to Sembawang shopping centre.There were a lot of restaurants to choose from , Fish & co , New York New York ,Hei Sushi and some chinese restaurants.I wasn't sure what she wanted so i asked her to choose and she kept saying eat Wanton mee can already.Haha,then i told her we can eat wanton mee anywhere and it was going to be my treat afterall .
So while she made up her mind , I brought her around the mall .We went to Giant and she taught me quite a few things that i never knew ,like how to look out for good materials ,where they came from and the different distributors of Giant.After which we went to Daiso,one of my favourite store.She bought a few things there and she couldn't believe that the varieties of items we saw there was $2 each.Haha.She also bought a bag from Espirit before we eventually settled for Hei Sushi in the end.
I ordered a lot , and i felt really bloated.The Spicy ramen was so so spicy that she surrendered.Anyway while we were eating i noticed the tiredness in her eyes along with the deep eyebags due to the midnight oil that she had burned for a few days.That was when i knew that the bath salt gift would be a great package for her to use this time round :) at least this time i think she would use it unlike the facial foam package that i bought for her last year.It's still in the toilet and not yet used up.Auntie didn't let me pay for the bill :|
Auntie invited me over to her house becaused his second brother was going to cook a feast and although we had our very sumptous lunch ,i decided to tag along.It was very heart warming when i was in their house.It was just like the past.I was chatting and at the same time watching his brother cook .& i watched this show on the starhub channel about this baker decorating the creamy layered cakes.It was super beautiful !!
All the while i just sat there watching tv with his family, and after sometime feeling misplaced .I was waiting for a chance to leave because he didn't look like himself when he woke up for lunch and saw me .He didn't look me in the eye at all too.I felt totally invisible.I felt stupid for my presence here.If it was the him i knew , he would have came to the sofa and watched the tv after eating or half way eating through.That was when i guessed he probably thought i came over myself and he was awkward :|
A lot happen , I went to his room because i didn't want his dad and 2nd brother to think something was wrong.I explained to him and we chatted for awhile, i realised we just felt awkward.We played with bb,xx and bb :) it was nice seeing them.Once again i look through the room , everything was still in their own places.I felt the memories reshuffled. We laid on two separate mattresses while the old memory film reeled through my mind.We were quiet and at that moment i wondered what was on his mind.I knew i felt something here throughout.I still like the cuddles.
Before i finally left , the house was empty except for him who went back to sleep.I went into his parents room and placed the fifty dollar note in the bath salt package.Of course i wasn't going to let her pay for the meal,smart :)
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Finally eighteen although i do not look my age .I am a miniature machine gun.can be real noisy and high at times.more to outdoors.
I am currently studying in Republic Poly and don't ask me why i ended up here.but afterall i have meet some great and fun friends here :) at times i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.I may view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes. I feel short but i don't mind people disturbing me as long as it makes them happy haha.but still of course i still want to grow taller if you have any elixir please recommend to me .
Yeah one thing i dislike it when people take unnecessary plastic bags , please save the world and yourself by taking less of these and especially wooden chopsticks!!I like to observe people,just to study their behaviour to predict their next move :) but i am not psychotic !I just wish i could take up psychology I am beginning to see this world to the best of my ability. I am really trying to look at the bright side.
I truly like ballet,and somehow i always wish i could dance again but i know i can't afford to do that.
I like reading novels , so far the best must have been "The notebook ,Dear John and Where rainbows end" particularly from Nicholas Sparks and Cecelia Ahern. for your information i really like eating cakes, those with heavy toppings of cream yum yum :p it has been rather long since i had them really often.
I can really laugh over the slightest thing when my laugh-o-meter goes extremely high .No need to describe how I am a really clumsy person and i trip over the weirdest things..
there's alot of things which i wish i could do , i wanna go up and float around on the hot air balloon and fly somewhere far for awhile
I met up with his mum this morning , Auntie went to meet her client at woodlands.After clinching the deal :) ,she came and picked me up downstairs my house and I brought her to Sembawang shopping centre.There were a lot of restaurants to choose from , Fish & co , New York New York ,Hei Sushi and some chinese restaurants.I wasn't sure what she wanted so i asked her to choose and she kept saying eat Wanton mee can already.Haha,then i told her we can eat wanton mee anywhere and it was going to be my treat afterall .
So while she made up her mind , I brought her around the mall .We went to Giant and she taught me quite a few things that i never knew ,like how to look out for good materials ,where they came from and the different distributors of Giant.After which we went to Daiso,one of my favourite store.She bought a few things there and she couldn't believe that the varieties of items we saw there was $2 each.Haha.She also bought a bag from Espirit before we eventually settled for Hei Sushi in the end.
I ordered a lot , and i felt really bloated.The Spicy ramen was so so spicy that she surrendered.Anyway while we were eating i noticed the tiredness in her eyes along with the deep eyebags due to the midnight oil that she had burned for a few days.That was when i knew that the bath salt gift would be a great package for her to use this time round :) at least this time i think she would use it unlike the facial foam package that i bought for her last year.It's still in the toilet and not yet used up.Auntie didn't let me pay for the bill :|
Auntie invited me over to her house becaused his second brother was going to cook a feast and although we had our very sumptous lunch ,i decided to tag along.It was very heart warming when i was in their house.It was just like the past.I was chatting and at the same time watching his brother cook .& i watched this show on the starhub channel about this baker decorating the creamy layered cakes.It was super beautiful !!
All the while i just sat there watching tv with his family, and after sometime feeling misplaced .I was waiting for a chance to leave because he didn't look like himself when he woke up for lunch and saw me .He didn't look me in the eye at all too.I felt totally invisible.I felt stupid for my presence here.If it was the him i knew , he would have came to the sofa and watched the tv after eating or half way eating through.That was when i guessed he probably thought i came over myself and he was awkward :|
A lot happen , I went to his room because i didn't want his dad and 2nd brother to think something was wrong.I explained to him and we chatted for awhile, i realised we just felt awkward.We played with bb,xx and bb :) it was nice seeing them.Once again i look through the room , everything was still in their own places.I felt the memories reshuffled. We laid on two separate mattresses while the old memory film reeled through my mind.We were quiet and at that moment i wondered what was on his mind.I knew i felt something here throughout.I still like the cuddles.
Before i finally left , the house was empty except for him who went back to sleep.I went into his parents room and placed the fifty dollar note in the bath salt package.Of course i wasn't going to let her pay for the meal,smart :)
