i dont wanna do this anymore* / 10:48 AM

I am having marketing module in the almost populated by year 3 class now .I was late and actually entirely for the 3 days that i came this week.It's still the same , I do not yearn for school for the whole week at all and i find myself fighting the the runaway thoughts and hating this current lifestyle a little more.I have to come up a lot of thoughts and reasonings to persuade myself to school.
Right at this moment ,my heart keeps telling me to run away and i finally realise that it's not always wise to follow your heart.Sometimes you really need to follow your brain.I just realised I am actually very good at coaxing myself to school by threatening my own weakness.And so constantly i find myself struggling to do things that i know might upset the others.

Many times i wonder about the factors that pushes people to live on with their routines. There must be a motivation behind everyone's mind.I have forgotten mine ,hold on while i search and remember.

Finally eighteen although i do not look my age .I am a miniature machine gun.can be real noisy and high at times.more to outdoors.

I am currently studying in Republic Poly and don't ask me why i ended up here.but afterall i have meet some great and fun friends here :) at times i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.I may view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes.
I feel short but i don't mind people disturbing me as long as it makes them happy haha.but still of course i still want to grow taller if you have any elixir please recommend to me .

Yeah one thing i dislike it when people take unnecessary plastic bags , please save the world and yourself by taking less of these and especially wooden chopsticks!!I like to observe people,just to study their behaviour to predict their next move :) but i am not psychotic !I just wish i could take up psychology
I am beginning to see this world to the best of my ability.
I am really trying to look at the bright side.


I truly like ballet,and somehow i always wish i could dance again but i know i can't afford to do that.
I like reading novels , so far the best must have been "The notebook ,Dear John and Where rainbows end" particularly from Nicholas Sparks and Cecelia Ahern.
for your information i really like eating cakes, those with heavy toppings of cream yum yum :p it has been rather long since i had them really often.

I can really laugh over the slightest thing when my laugh-o-meter goes extremely high .No need to describe how I am a really clumsy person and i trip over the weirdest things..




there's alot of things which i wish i could do , i wanna go up and float around on the hot air balloon and fly somewhere far for awhile

see you there at Bahamas!!

i dont wanna do this anymore* / 10:48 AM

I am having marketing module in the almost populated by year 3 class now .I was late and actually entirely for the 3 days that i came this week.It's still the same , I do not yearn for school for the whole week at all and i find myself fighting the the runaway thoughts and hating this current lifestyle a little more.I have to come up a lot of thoughts and reasonings to persuade myself to school.
Right at this moment ,my heart keeps telling me to run away and i finally realise that it's not always wise to follow your heart.Sometimes you really need to follow your brain.I just realised I am actually very good at coaxing myself to school by threatening my own weakness.And so constantly i find myself struggling to do things that i know might upset the others.

Many times i wonder about the factors that pushes people to live on with their routines. There must be a motivation behind everyone's mind.I have forgotten mine ,hold on while i search and remember.