我已经分不清..* / 12:52 AM

够了。答应自己写完这一个饿一post然后在多5分钟就不要在插鼻涕了。她的影子再次的把我的眼泪逼出来。我以为我已经把她给望了，才发现那只是战时的遗忘。在facebook看见你在她的wall写的那几个字，心里却想了很多。其实在我认识你到现在，从来都不知道你跟她有长长联络。不想信..因为以前每当问起她，你总是说你们不久才会sms或偶尔在庙里才会见面。但其实你总是满着我跟她会面。被我猜穿时就会说是因为不想让我胡斯软想。其实从来都没忘记你跟我说过的那局话。我和她最大的分别是你认识她比我久..

一切也许都只是感到内疚而可怜我吧。如过可以，请不要在发简讯给我。不要再让我觉得你还在乎我。也许你真的有。但我相信从以前到现在，我做得这一切都一直只能感动你也许并没有让你根爱我。因为在你生命里，没人能象我一样的对你这么的好。习惯的也许就只是我对你的好没别的了。这一次还想亲手做个蛋糕送给你做生日礼物，还想加上一副画一起送给你。真的不懂为了什么这样做，只知道很笨但却还是一定要go ahead。因为我答应心过每一年都要让你有个难望的生日，如果可以一定要看着你开开心心过完那天。我要给你惊喜。

这一段日子..我到底应该是在哭泣或努力把感情风痹起来。真不知道，快走掉!

四点半了， 有点累了。过去的两个钟头一直在努力玩Bejeweled。我想，心里这次并没有设么想打败他的分数而只是强逼自己玩。一直press new game.某些时候真的能麻痹头脑一回，但很多次都在边想边玩的哭。好好哭，眼睛很痛。

刚才在talk cock sing song的时后就应该喝多一些，也许很早以前就可以倒在床上了。

我还是望不了那些承诺..

Finally eighteen although i do not look my age .I am a miniature machine gun.can be real noisy and high at times.more to outdoors.

I am currently studying in Republic Poly and don't ask me why i ended up here.but afterall i have meet some great and fun friends here :) at times i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.I may view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes.
I feel short but i don't mind people disturbing me as long as it makes them happy haha.but still of course i still want to grow taller if you have any elixir please recommend to me .

Yeah one thing i dislike it when people take unnecessary plastic bags , please save the world and yourself by taking less of these and especially wooden chopsticks!!I like to observe people,just to study their behaviour to predict their next move :) but i am not psychotic !I just wish i could take up psychology
I am beginning to see this world to the best of my ability.
I am really trying to look at the bright side.


I truly like ballet,and somehow i always wish i could dance again but i know i can't afford to do that.
I like reading novels , so far the best must have been "The notebook ,Dear John and Where rainbows end" particularly from Nicholas Sparks and Cecelia Ahern.
for your information i really like eating cakes, those with heavy toppings of cream yum yum :p it has been rather long since i had them really often.

I can really laugh over the slightest thing when my laugh-o-meter goes extremely high .No need to describe how I am a really clumsy person and i trip over the weirdest things..




there's alot of things which i wish i could do , i wanna go up and float around on the hot air balloon and fly somewhere far for awhile

see you there at Bahamas!!

我已经分不清..* / 12:52 AM

够了。答应自己写完这一个饿一post然后在多5分钟就不要在插鼻涕了。她的影子再次的把我的眼泪逼出来。我以为我已经把她给望了，才发现那只是战时的遗忘。在facebook看见你在她的wall写的那几个字，心里却想了很多。其实在我认识你到现在，从来都不知道你跟她有长长联络。不想信..因为以前每当问起她，你总是说你们不久才会sms或偶尔在庙里才会见面。但其实你总是满着我跟她会面。被我猜穿时就会说是因为不想让我胡斯软想。其实从来都没忘记你跟我说过的那局话。我和她最大的分别是你认识她比我久..

一切也许都只是感到内疚而可怜我吧。如过可以，请不要在发简讯给我。不要再让我觉得你还在乎我。也许你真的有。但我相信从以前到现在，我做得这一切都一直只能感动你也许并没有让你根爱我。因为在你生命里，没人能象我一样的对你这么的好。习惯的也许就只是我对你的好没别的了。这一次还想亲手做个蛋糕送给你做生日礼物，还想加上一副画一起送给你。真的不懂为了什么这样做，只知道很笨但却还是一定要go ahead。因为我答应心过每一年都要让你有个难望的生日，如果可以一定要看着你开开心心过完那天。我要给你惊喜。

这一段日子..我到底应该是在哭泣或努力把感情风痹起来。真不知道，快走掉!

四点半了， 有点累了。过去的两个钟头一直在努力玩Bejeweled。我想，心里这次并没有设么想打败他的分数而只是强逼自己玩。一直press new game.某些时候真的能麻痹头脑一回，但很多次都在边想边玩的哭。好好哭，眼睛很痛。

刚才在talk cock sing song的时后就应该喝多一些，也许很早以前就可以倒在床上了。

我还是望不了那些承诺..