谁能依靠 ?* / 5:26 PM

xl this is the second song that i wanted to introduced to you :)

Once again ,i skipped school.This is the fourth time,and it is jolly well a good time to stop.I feel really bad but i have to make sure i spent this time wisely.I can't explain why but when i woke up this morning.I felt more tired then ever,more empty as well.There's nothing i wish to do .Nothing i wish to eat like before , no where i wish to go , no one i really wish to see as well.I wanted to be me again , but i guess i just couldn't yet.Frankly ,i find it very hard to fake.Sometimes I feel that it's my responsibility to make people around me laugh.I was glad that Hui Shan had to revise for her exams and so i didn't need to speak much.I brought my sketchbook along.It has been a long time since i drew.

I am very much trapped in my own illusion.It's like a thousand doors to the outside but i seem to get too lost inside this maze.Sometimes, i think i almost make it out but I ended up walking to the wrong direction and I am really tired.I wished i could stop for awhile, i wished i didn't have to fight internally.I really really hope to go into a coma for awhile.I wish i didn't have to care about anyone like before.

I hear people around me all of the time,their advice just go round and round my head.Some just nod their head,some just don't know what to say anymore and there are still others i don't wish to talk about. Sometimes there's nothing i wish to hear anymore because i know just what to do ,just that i couldn't do it.I appreciate these people very much.

I don't want to be dead but at the same time i don't want to feel alive.Haha this is so strange.what a fool/.

Finally eighteen although i do not look my age .I am a miniature machine gun.can be real noisy and high at times.more to outdoors.

I am currently studying in Republic Poly and don't ask me why i ended up here.but afterall i have meet some great and fun friends here :) at times i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.I may view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes.
I feel short but i don't mind people disturbing me as long as it makes them happy haha.but still of course i still want to grow taller if you have any elixir please recommend to me .

Yeah one thing i dislike it when people take unnecessary plastic bags , please save the world and yourself by taking less of these and especially wooden chopsticks!!I like to observe people,just to study their behaviour to predict their next move :) but i am not psychotic !I just wish i could take up psychology
I am beginning to see this world to the best of my ability.
I am really trying to look at the bright side.


I truly like ballet,and somehow i always wish i could dance again but i know i can't afford to do that.
I like reading novels , so far the best must have been "The notebook ,Dear John and Where rainbows end" particularly from Nicholas Sparks and Cecelia Ahern.
for your information i really like eating cakes, those with heavy toppings of cream yum yum :p it has been rather long since i had them really often.

I can really laugh over the slightest thing when my laugh-o-meter goes extremely high .No need to describe how I am a really clumsy person and i trip over the weirdest things..




there's alot of things which i wish i could do , i wanna go up and float around on the hot air balloon and fly somewhere far for awhile

see you there at Bahamas!!

谁能依靠 ?* / 5:26 PM

xl this is the second song that i wanted to introduced to you :)

Once again ,i skipped school.This is the fourth time,and it is jolly well a good time to stop.I feel really bad but i have to make sure i spent this time wisely.I can't explain why but when i woke up this morning.I felt more tired then ever,more empty as well.There's nothing i wish to do .Nothing i wish to eat like before , no where i wish to go , no one i really wish to see as well.I wanted to be me again , but i guess i just couldn't yet.Frankly ,i find it very hard to fake.Sometimes I feel that it's my responsibility to make people around me laugh.I was glad that Hui Shan had to revise for her exams and so i didn't need to speak much.I brought my sketchbook along.It has been a long time since i drew.

I am very much trapped in my own illusion.It's like a thousand doors to the outside but i seem to get too lost inside this maze.Sometimes, i think i almost make it out but I ended up walking to the wrong direction and I am really tired.I wished i could stop for awhile, i wished i didn't have to fight internally.I really really hope to go into a coma for awhile.I wish i didn't have to care about anyone like before.

I hear people around me all of the time,their advice just go round and round my head.Some just nod their head,some just don't know what to say anymore and there are still others i don't wish to talk about. Sometimes there's nothing i wish to hear anymore because i know just what to do ,just that i couldn't do it.I appreciate these people very much.

I don't want to be dead but at the same time i don't want to feel alive.Haha this is so strange.what a fool/.