Look at my heart again
Look at the mess I've got it in
I'm trying to trust in You
To know that you'll see me through
Through my pride
Through my shame
Into Your love
Into Your grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see Your face
And I'm running straight to You
Because
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
To break this division
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
Erase it and bring us together again
My life's like an open book
Nothing is hidden when you look
You break through my boundaries
Revealing my insecurities
But through my pride
And through my shame
You show me love
You show me grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see your face
And I'm running straight to you
Because
Here I am saying I need you
I know I need you
Here I am, I'm coming to meet you
Cause I want to see you
♠my taste of sunshine
A pair of spectacles
Manchester United jersey
Catch a ballet performance
Pointe shoes
Adidas Kenya Jacket
Singapore flyer
Superstar Virgo trip
Open a savings bank account
Powershot e1 !!
I got an MC for tomorrow,just didn't have the mood for anything.Still feels like i neeed a longer break.I am becoming so aimless that I start to hate the things i am doing now.I went to the last published grade and i really got a shock after opening it , all i see was XXXX which meant 4 absents.I could only say i wasn't mentally prepared to face the fact.Stomach's still hurting , i just remembered that i still haven't had dinner.Maybe it isn't diarrhoea but now gastric.I just realised my gastric mostly hits at night, i can have an empty stomach for the whole day but once i don't have any food to digest in my stomach,it starts calling for help.
BUT at least today i made use of my day very well with xl.I just came home after playing basketball with xl at sembawang.We played ABC shooting and hang around at the fitness corner for awhile before heading to xl's cousin house.
Xl's cousin gave me a big oven that they said have no use for and i was really happy ,hugged carried the mighty oven back home.It was somehow like a dream come true, I just brought xl to look at ovens at COURTS earlier in the noon and now suddenly POOF* like magic, here's one :) I feel so exhausted now.My forearm feels wobbly.We walked alot today , from my house to her cousin's house to Hui jun's block ,back and forth back and forth felt like a triathon I think i am going to ache tomorrow.again/.We did the PP scope-Professional Profiling together this morning ,I am going to do about Macdonalds while she 's going to do on Kfc.At least we did a little work other then playing cooking academy and bejeweled.Haha and we finally got to eat Mcvalue lunch and i hope she likes the free coke glass which is green in color.The fries wasn't nice today :(
Super long ago since we went out with each other alone, nice we could talk about stupid things.After lunch,we took 856 to Cherryn's Yishun house where i went over to get the bath salt that i purchase for Mother's Day.Got two ,one for my mum and the other for his.I'll be meeting his mum tomorrow to pass her the gift.Felt silly but i guess i really want to do it still afterall his family is still meant something in my heart especially his parents.
After Cherryn's house i rushed home to check the letter box , super scared that the letters might have arrived but it didn't.I felt my own heart in my mouth,i knew all these would happen but i just insisted on doing so.I really deserved it if my family got the letter beforehand.Sigh.I wanna crawl under my covers before 11.30pm .
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Finally eighteen although i do not look my age .I am a miniature machine gun.can be real noisy and high at times.more to outdoors.
I am currently studying in Republic Poly and don't ask me why i ended up here.but afterall i have meet some great and fun friends here :) at times i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.I may view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes. I feel short but i don't mind people disturbing me as long as it makes them happy haha.but still of course i still want to grow taller if you have any elixir please recommend to me .
Yeah one thing i dislike it when people take unnecessary plastic bags , please save the world and yourself by taking less of these and especially wooden chopsticks!!I like to observe people,just to study their behaviour to predict their next move :) but i am not psychotic !I just wish i could take up psychology I am beginning to see this world to the best of my ability. I am really trying to look at the bright side.
I truly like ballet,and somehow i always wish i could dance again but i know i can't afford to do that.
I like reading novels , so far the best must have been "The notebook ,Dear John and Where rainbows end" particularly from Nicholas Sparks and Cecelia Ahern. for your information i really like eating cakes, those with heavy toppings of cream yum yum :p it has been rather long since i had them really often.
I can really laugh over the slightest thing when my laugh-o-meter goes extremely high .No need to describe how I am a really clumsy person and i trip over the weirdest things..
there's alot of things which i wish i could do , i wanna go up and float around on the hot air balloon and fly somewhere far for awhile
I got an MC for tomorrow,just didn't have the mood for anything.Still feels like i neeed a longer break.I am becoming so aimless that I start to hate the things i am doing now.I went to the last published grade and i really got a shock after opening it , all i see was XXXX which meant 4 absents.I could only say i wasn't mentally prepared to face the fact.Stomach's still hurting , i just remembered that i still haven't had dinner.Maybe it isn't diarrhoea but now gastric.I just realised my gastric mostly hits at night, i can have an empty stomach for the whole day but once i don't have any food to digest in my stomach,it starts calling for help.
BUT at least today i made use of my day very well with xl.I just came home after playing basketball with xl at sembawang.We played ABC shooting and hang around at the fitness corner for awhile before heading to xl's cousin house.
Xl's cousin gave me a big oven that they said have no use for and i was really happy ,hugged carried the mighty oven back home.It was somehow like a dream come true, I just brought xl to look at ovens at COURTS earlier in the noon and now suddenly POOF* like magic, here's one :) I feel so exhausted now.My forearm feels wobbly.We walked alot today , from my house to her cousin's house to Hui jun's block ,back and forth back and forth felt like a triathon I think i am going to ache tomorrow.again/.We did the PP scope-Professional Profiling together this morning ,I am going to do about Macdonalds while she 's going to do on Kfc.At least we did a little work other then playing cooking academy and bejeweled.Haha and we finally got to eat Mcvalue lunch and i hope she likes the free coke glass which is green in color.The fries wasn't nice today :(
Super long ago since we went out with each other alone, nice we could talk about stupid things.After lunch,we took 856 to Cherryn's Yishun house where i went over to get the bath salt that i purchase for Mother's Day.Got two ,one for my mum and the other for his.I'll be meeting his mum tomorrow to pass her the gift.Felt silly but i guess i really want to do it still afterall his family is still meant something in my heart especially his parents.
After Cherryn's house i rushed home to check the letter box , super scared that the letters might have arrived but it didn't.I felt my own heart in my mouth,i knew all these would happen but i just insisted on doing so.I really deserved it if my family got the letter beforehand.Sigh.I wanna crawl under my covers before 11.30pm .
