You are at
Gonna look this way
Look at my heart again
Look at the mess I've got it in
I'm trying to trust in You
To know that you'll see me through
Through my pride
Through my shame
Into Your love
Into Your grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see Your face
And I'm running straight to You
Because
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
To break this division
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
Erase it and bring us together again
My life's like an open book
Nothing is hidden when you look
You break through my boundaries
Revealing my insecurities
But through my pride
And through my shame
You show me love
You show me grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see your face
And I'm running straight to you
Because
Here I am saying I need you
I know I need you
Here I am, I'm coming to meet you
Cause I want to see you
♠my taste of sunshine
A pair of spectacles
Manchester United jersey
Catch a ballet performance
Pointe shoes
Adidas Kenya Jacket
Singapore flyer
Superstar Virgo trip
Open a savings bank account
Powershot e1 !!
pitter patter
♠/ FLABBERGAST
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partofthecodes: detonatedlove
brushes:jc.net
images: moargh
textues: peachinparis
icons: threemoresteps
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28 April, 2009
wasting period* / 11:49 PM
明知道mingzhidao - 俯胆床I have many songs on my mind now ,i actually wanted to put 如果你也听说 but i have a change of mind after randomly hearing this song on my playlist.I used to like the tune of this song in the past although it's really an oldie and it wasn't suitable.To think that i can finally play the miserable lyrics which is compatible with how i am feeling now.. how strange.. I just came back from a feast at Bedok with xl and her cousin and cousin's husband , it was a treat to local dishes. Stingray ,satays,oyster omelette,ba-chor-mee and bbq chicken wings.It was yummy delicious ,but my stomach is hurting now , probably because i am too bloated or the other possible cause would be the stupid onion ! haha i shouldn't have played along and ate it along with xl.Her cousin sent us home , xl didn't get to stay at sembawang today ,what a waste! Anyway earlier on i spent my morning with Xl and samantha too at Partyworld too , the session was like Jay Chou concert.And Xl kept encoring on 我不配. I have skipped school for the second time ,continuously for two days.This feeling rots.I really seem to still like my freedom away from school.It's like dragging one unconscious dummy to school and i always end up at the doorsteps of school before eventually leaving again.This is horrible and terrible.Gotta fight with my inner self when thursday comes again.Life's gonna be better better better.. please.One more thing to comment on is the Everlast shoes that i bought :( they are way to small and my ankle ended up blistering few days back.I am super duper in pain when i bathe now or when i move about because the blister has exploded. Now i don't dare to wear them anymore which is also equal to waste $$$ ? Let me think of a solution to expand it a little meanwhile first,i can't and won't let it go to a waste. :( i want a rest. Forget about the phone.If he had means to reply , he would have done it silly. xl 也许说的对,真的要走出来。但如过真的有这么容易就好。笨。傻。笨。傻。笨。 傻。
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Finally eighteen although i do not look my age .I am a miniature machine gun.can be real noisy and high at times.more to outdoors.
I am currently studying in Republic Poly and don't ask me why i ended up here.but afterall i have meet some great and fun friends here :) at times i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.I may view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes. I feel short but i don't mind people disturbing me as long as it makes them happy haha.but still of course i still want to grow taller if you have any elixir please recommend to me .
Yeah one thing i dislike it when people take unnecessary plastic bags , please save the world and yourself by taking less of these and especially wooden chopsticks!!I like to observe people,just to study their behaviour to predict their next move :) but i am not psychotic !I just wish i could take up psychology I am beginning to see this world to the best of my ability. I am really trying to look at the bright side.
I truly like ballet,and somehow i always wish i could dance again but i know i can't afford to do that.
I like reading novels , so far the best must have been "The notebook ,Dear John and Where rainbows end" particularly from Nicholas Sparks and Cecelia Ahern. for your information i really like eating cakes, those with heavy toppings of cream yum yum :p it has been rather long since i had them really often.
I can really laugh over the slightest thing when my laugh-o-meter goes extremely high .No need to describe how I am a really clumsy person and i trip over the weirdest things..
there's alot of things which i wish i could do , i wanna go up and float around on the hot air balloon and fly somewhere far for awhile
see you there at Bahamas!!
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28 April, 2009
wasting period* / 11:49 PM
明知道mingzhidao - 俯胆床I have many songs on my mind now ,i actually wanted to put 如果你也听说 but i have a change of mind after randomly hearing this song on my playlist.I used to like the tune of this song in the past although it's really an oldie and it wasn't suitable.To think that i can finally play the miserable lyrics which is compatible with how i am feeling now.. how strange.. I just came back from a feast at Bedok with xl and her cousin and cousin's husband , it was a treat to local dishes. Stingray ,satays,oyster omelette,ba-chor-mee and bbq chicken wings.It was yummy delicious ,but my stomach is hurting now , probably because i am too bloated or the other possible cause would be the stupid onion ! haha i shouldn't have played along and ate it along with xl.Her cousin sent us home , xl didn't get to stay at sembawang today ,what a waste! Anyway earlier on i spent my morning with Xl and samantha too at Partyworld too , the session was like Jay Chou concert.And Xl kept encoring on 我不配. I have skipped school for the second time ,continuously for two days.This feeling rots.I really seem to still like my freedom away from school.It's like dragging one unconscious dummy to school and i always end up at the doorsteps of school before eventually leaving again.This is horrible and terrible.Gotta fight with my inner self when thursday comes again.Life's gonna be better better better.. please.One more thing to comment on is the Everlast shoes that i bought :( they are way to small and my ankle ended up blistering few days back.I am super duper in pain when i bathe now or when i move about because the blister has exploded. Now i don't dare to wear them anymore which is also equal to waste $$$ ? Let me think of a solution to expand it a little meanwhile first,i can't and won't let it go to a waste. :( i want a rest. Forget about the phone.If he had means to reply , he would have done it silly. xl 也许说的对,真的要走出来。但如过真的有这么容易就好。笨。傻。笨。傻。笨。 傻。
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