You are at
Gonna look this way
Look at my heart again
Look at the mess I've got it in
I'm trying to trust in You
To know that you'll see me through
Through my pride
Through my shame
Into Your love
Into Your grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see Your face
And I'm running straight to You
Because
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
To break this division
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
Erase it and bring us together again
My life's like an open book
Nothing is hidden when you look
You break through my boundaries
Revealing my insecurities
But through my pride
And through my shame
You show me love
You show me grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see your face
And I'm running straight to you
Because
Here I am saying I need you
I know I need you
Here I am, I'm coming to meet you
Cause I want to see you
♠my taste of sunshine
A pair of spectacles
Manchester United jersey
Catch a ballet performance
Pointe shoes
Adidas Kenya Jacket
Singapore flyer
Superstar Virgo trip
Open a savings bank account
Powershot e1 !!
pitter patter
♠/ FLABBERGAST
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partofthecodes: detonatedlove
brushes:jc.net
images: moargh
textues: peachinparis
icons: threemoresteps
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06 April, 2009
spoilt day :( * / 11:39 PM
initially i wanted this .I am super t-i-r-e-d now. Work itself didn't kill me but the trip there almost did.I think i have become stupid-er by the days.Seriously , how can i board the wrong bus to work .I feel so frustrated with myself.I boarded 960 instead of 961 and ended somewhere around Tanglin.I was practically mood less .Imagine to travel anymore least to get down and figure which bus i could take.Warning myself and forcing myself not to waste money on cab fare must have been one of the most self-fulfilling thing that i have done today. I boarded the wrong bus , boarded another bus again but upon alighting didn't know how to make my way to store.Grumbles* Needless to say i had never been so late for Mac ,I almost wanted to skip work and sit somewhere near the train tracks and watch the railway train run.I didn't care about any warning letter at that moment when i got down the bus at King albert park with a big question mark on my head.I sat down at the bus stop.look at the junction ahead and the other possible roads.My head was tied somewhere in the maze but i carried on my way cursing myself on with my every step.stupid stupid stupido. Today ,I just realise i need to find back my passion.I need to find back my responsible self not the me that i am now. Mac and tuition,it has become a rountine but it will not last .Because school is back again on the 20th of april.Am i prepared?emotionally and physically? I wonder ... hahaha
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Finally eighteen although i do not look my age .I am a miniature machine gun.can be real noisy and high at times.more to outdoors.
I am currently studying in Republic Poly and don't ask me why i ended up here.but afterall i have meet some great and fun friends here :) at times i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.I may view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes. I feel short but i don't mind people disturbing me as long as it makes them happy haha.but still of course i still want to grow taller if you have any elixir please recommend to me .
Yeah one thing i dislike it when people take unnecessary plastic bags , please save the world and yourself by taking less of these and especially wooden chopsticks!!I like to observe people,just to study their behaviour to predict their next move :) but i am not psychotic !I just wish i could take up psychology I am beginning to see this world to the best of my ability. I am really trying to look at the bright side.
I truly like ballet,and somehow i always wish i could dance again but i know i can't afford to do that.
I like reading novels , so far the best must have been "The notebook ,Dear John and Where rainbows end" particularly from Nicholas Sparks and Cecelia Ahern. for your information i really like eating cakes, those with heavy toppings of cream yum yum :p it has been rather long since i had them really often.
I can really laugh over the slightest thing when my laugh-o-meter goes extremely high .No need to describe how I am a really clumsy person and i trip over the weirdest things..
there's alot of things which i wish i could do , i wanna go up and float around on the hot air balloon and fly somewhere far for awhile
see you there at Bahamas!!
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06 April, 2009
spoilt day :( * / 11:39 PM
initially i wanted this .I am super t-i-r-e-d now. Work itself didn't kill me but the trip there almost did.I think i have become stupid-er by the days.Seriously , how can i board the wrong bus to work .I feel so frustrated with myself.I boarded 960 instead of 961 and ended somewhere around Tanglin.I was practically mood less .Imagine to travel anymore least to get down and figure which bus i could take.Warning myself and forcing myself not to waste money on cab fare must have been one of the most self-fulfilling thing that i have done today. I boarded the wrong bus , boarded another bus again but upon alighting didn't know how to make my way to store.Grumbles* Needless to say i had never been so late for Mac ,I almost wanted to skip work and sit somewhere near the train tracks and watch the railway train run.I didn't care about any warning letter at that moment when i got down the bus at King albert park with a big question mark on my head.I sat down at the bus stop.look at the junction ahead and the other possible roads.My head was tied somewhere in the maze but i carried on my way cursing myself on with my every step.stupid stupid stupido. Today ,I just realise i need to find back my passion.I need to find back my responsible self not the me that i am now. Mac and tuition,it has become a rountine but it will not last .Because school is back again on the 20th of april.Am i prepared?emotionally and physically? I wonder ... hahaha
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