You are at
Gonna look this way
Look at my heart again
Look at the mess I've got it in
I'm trying to trust in You
To know that you'll see me through
Through my pride
Through my shame
Into Your love
Into Your grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see Your face
And I'm running straight to You
Because
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
To break this division
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
Erase it and bring us together again
My life's like an open book
Nothing is hidden when you look
You break through my boundaries
Revealing my insecurities
But through my pride
And through my shame
You show me love
You show me grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see your face
And I'm running straight to you
Because
Here I am saying I need you
I know I need you
Here I am, I'm coming to meet you
Cause I want to see you
♠my taste of sunshine
A pair of spectacles
Manchester United jersey
Catch a ballet performance
Pointe shoes
Adidas Kenya Jacket
Singapore flyer
Superstar Virgo trip
Open a savings bank account
Powershot e1 !!
pitter patter
♠/ FLABBERGAST
designer: darkdegree
partofthecodes: detonatedlove
brushes:jc.net
images: moargh
textues: peachinparis
icons: threemoresteps
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12 April, 2009
pull yourself together ,puffy eyes * / 11:47 PM
Last night was a nightmare.My eyes are painfully swollen.I held to my phone and typed, cried and fell asleep and woke up once more before dawn to continue the process .And eventually i had to peel open my eyes because they hurt too much to reveal themselves.I dont know why i could still head down to Expo.Was it because i knew he was working there or was it because i wanted to really get something there? It doesn't make sense when i recalled last night's messages.Those things that I mentioned and how i am still behaving. So along i went with George's parents ,little lincoln and Hui Jun.I bought 2 pieces of lingerie , one foamy pillow !! and one big bolster. Intially the first thing i wanted to purchase was a bolster but the promoter gave me a special price so in the end i got the pillow at the very cheap price. Somehow now, looking at the bolster i began questioning whether there was a need for one. hmmm.. Maybe the pillow was what i needed more i guess.And maybe i could find another owner for the bolster. After expo, we went over to eat at changi village before heading to Jun's house where i lost control of the tiles and the $10 flew away.Frankly speaking , winning is not really important to me and i just like the mahjong game itself or maybe all along i just needed something to occupy my thoughts. Alright ..I am so excited to try on the new pillow and see whether it work dreams :) meanwhile good luck to myself for tomorrow is the test day for challenge one: BTT ! 子许成功,不许失败 :) Gambette.
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Finally eighteen although i do not look my age .I am a miniature machine gun.can be real noisy and high at times.more to outdoors.
I am currently studying in Republic Poly and don't ask me why i ended up here.but afterall i have meet some great and fun friends here :) at times i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.I may view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes. I feel short but i don't mind people disturbing me as long as it makes them happy haha.but still of course i still want to grow taller if you have any elixir please recommend to me .
Yeah one thing i dislike it when people take unnecessary plastic bags , please save the world and yourself by taking less of these and especially wooden chopsticks!!I like to observe people,just to study their behaviour to predict their next move :) but i am not psychotic !I just wish i could take up psychology I am beginning to see this world to the best of my ability. I am really trying to look at the bright side.
I truly like ballet,and somehow i always wish i could dance again but i know i can't afford to do that.
I like reading novels , so far the best must have been "The notebook ,Dear John and Where rainbows end" particularly from Nicholas Sparks and Cecelia Ahern. for your information i really like eating cakes, those with heavy toppings of cream yum yum :p it has been rather long since i had them really often.
I can really laugh over the slightest thing when my laugh-o-meter goes extremely high .No need to describe how I am a really clumsy person and i trip over the weirdest things..
there's alot of things which i wish i could do , i wanna go up and float around on the hot air balloon and fly somewhere far for awhile
see you there at Bahamas!!
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12 April, 2009
pull yourself together ,puffy eyes * / 11:47 PM
Last night was a nightmare.My eyes are painfully swollen.I held to my phone and typed, cried and fell asleep and woke up once more before dawn to continue the process .And eventually i had to peel open my eyes because they hurt too much to reveal themselves.I dont know why i could still head down to Expo.Was it because i knew he was working there or was it because i wanted to really get something there? It doesn't make sense when i recalled last night's messages.Those things that I mentioned and how i am still behaving. So along i went with George's parents ,little lincoln and Hui Jun.I bought 2 pieces of lingerie , one foamy pillow !! and one big bolster. Intially the first thing i wanted to purchase was a bolster but the promoter gave me a special price so in the end i got the pillow at the very cheap price. Somehow now, looking at the bolster i began questioning whether there was a need for one. hmmm.. Maybe the pillow was what i needed more i guess.And maybe i could find another owner for the bolster. After expo, we went over to eat at changi village before heading to Jun's house where i lost control of the tiles and the $10 flew away.Frankly speaking , winning is not really important to me and i just like the mahjong game itself or maybe all along i just needed something to occupy my thoughts. Alright ..I am so excited to try on the new pillow and see whether it work dreams :) meanwhile good luck to myself for tomorrow is the test day for challenge one: BTT ! 子许成功,不许失败 :) Gambette.
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