matches in water* / 12:02 AM

It's another 9 hours more before i will be in a new foreign class . This feeling stinks.I have been thinking of school for the whole day.The thought of it makes me shudder and i don't know why i feel so unprepared.I cannot understand this fear.I spent almost the entire holidays trying to nurse myself.I guess it's still not enough and i really find it hard to go to school.

Kin shen just gave me a link to an online website to watch live soccer.Its Manchester United against Everton.I miss the feeling.Of watching live soccer at zq's place in the past where i always try to concentrate to memorise the names of Man U players and their jerseys.Till now there's only a few i can remember.It's funny how i let myself come to love it so i can accompany him in future and name the people like he does.The screen is forever so big but the players are always so small.I cant figure out who is who unless they zoom in to the particular player .The same thing still applies now.And i only know that its plain to be watching it here alone because the screen seems to be potraying some sad movie instead while i watch the players run across the green patch.

Finally eighteen although i do not look my age .I am a miniature machine gun.can be real noisy and high at times.more to outdoors.

I am currently studying in Republic Poly and don't ask me why i ended up here.but afterall i have meet some great and fun friends here :) at times i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.I may view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes.
I feel short but i don't mind people disturbing me as long as it makes them happy haha.but still of course i still want to grow taller if you have any elixir please recommend to me .

Yeah one thing i dislike it when people take unnecessary plastic bags , please save the world and yourself by taking less of these and especially wooden chopsticks!!I like to observe people,just to study their behaviour to predict their next move :) but i am not psychotic !I just wish i could take up psychology
I am beginning to see this world to the best of my ability.
I am really trying to look at the bright side.


I truly like ballet,and somehow i always wish i could dance again but i know i can't afford to do that.
I like reading novels , so far the best must have been "The notebook ,Dear John and Where rainbows end" particularly from Nicholas Sparks and Cecelia Ahern.
for your information i really like eating cakes, those with heavy toppings of cream yum yum :p it has been rather long since i had them really often.

I can really laugh over the slightest thing when my laugh-o-meter goes extremely high .No need to describe how I am a really clumsy person and i trip over the weirdest things..




there's alot of things which i wish i could do , i wanna go up and float around on the hot air balloon and fly somewhere far for awhile

see you there at Bahamas!!

matches in water* / 12:02 AM

It's another 9 hours more before i will be in a new foreign class . This feeling stinks.I have been thinking of school for the whole day.The thought of it makes me shudder and i don't know why i feel so unprepared.I cannot understand this fear.I spent almost the entire holidays trying to nurse myself.I guess it's still not enough and i really find it hard to go to school.

Kin shen just gave me a link to an online website to watch live soccer.Its Manchester United against Everton.I miss the feeling.Of watching live soccer at zq's place in the past where i always try to concentrate to memorise the names of Man U players and their jerseys.Till now there's only a few i can remember.It's funny how i let myself come to love it so i can accompany him in future and name the people like he does.The screen is forever so big but the players are always so small.I cant figure out who is who unless they zoom in to the particular player .The same thing still applies now.And i only know that its plain to be watching it here alone because the screen seems to be potraying some sad movie instead while i watch the players run across the green patch.