You are at
Gonna look this way
Look at my heart again
Look at the mess I've got it in
I'm trying to trust in You
To know that you'll see me through
Through my pride
Through my shame
Into Your love
Into Your grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see Your face
And I'm running straight to You
Because
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
To break this division
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
Erase it and bring us together again
My life's like an open book
Nothing is hidden when you look
You break through my boundaries
Revealing my insecurities
But through my pride
And through my shame
You show me love
You show me grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see your face
And I'm running straight to you
Because
Here I am saying I need you
I know I need you
Here I am, I'm coming to meet you
Cause I want to see you
♠my taste of sunshine
A pair of spectacles
Manchester United jersey
Catch a ballet performance
Pointe shoes
Adidas Kenya Jacket
Singapore flyer
Superstar Virgo trip
Open a savings bank account
Powershot e1 !!
pitter patter
♠/ FLABBERGAST
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icons: threemoresteps
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01 March, 2009
sing and exhale* / 11:27 PM
Let Me Let Go - Faith HillI just reached home from Jurong after the singing session.Was supposed to enjoy Sentosa today but Nick didn't reply and then the plan was changed.Then Cl ,tracy ,you and me met and we were supposed to go swimming at the complex but it turned out to be another wasted trip because of bad weather.And the last place we settled down was at the KTV place.We didn't talk much ..maintained a distance from each other.The one thing i saw in my eyes were tears when you sang the songs.I ain't sure whether you meant the lyrics but it sure reminds me of the past. It takes a lot of courage to see you and pretend i am okay.As much as i want to see you badly.. i don't know how to face you and just as much as i don't want to walk away .I am stuck so stucked.Neither way works..when i turn away,my heart is actually aching because every memory that we have keeps gushing in.It's like a mind locked with 10 locks but everyone of the locks fail upon the mention of your image or voice.I don't know what to do , i really don't know. Every night ,you never fail to come into my mind when i am on my bed.I go to my phone's inbox and browse through the recent messages and many times i know it's not the same anymore.The fact that We're not together anymore comes in to remind me every now and then.Half a month that is.I am so used to sending you a message every night as well as wait for your reply before i can eventually put my body to rest.The days are getting harder to get by.Not only that,cutting down on the messages. I have stopped myself to message you since a few days back when there wasn't any replies back.As much as i want to send you a message to see how you are doing ,i have held myself back. you aren't the one hurting me , it must be love. The lights of this strange city are shininBut they dont hold no fascination for meI try to find the bright side, babyBut everywhere I lookEverywhere I turnYoure all I seeTell me how are two person gonna help each other get over each other..
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Finally eighteen although i do not look my age .I am a miniature machine gun.can be real noisy and high at times.more to outdoors.
I am currently studying in Republic Poly and don't ask me why i ended up here.but afterall i have meet some great and fun friends here :) at times i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.I may view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes. I feel short but i don't mind people disturbing me as long as it makes them happy haha.but still of course i still want to grow taller if you have any elixir please recommend to me .
Yeah one thing i dislike it when people take unnecessary plastic bags , please save the world and yourself by taking less of these and especially wooden chopsticks!!I like to observe people,just to study their behaviour to predict their next move :) but i am not psychotic !I just wish i could take up psychology I am beginning to see this world to the best of my ability. I am really trying to look at the bright side.
I truly like ballet,and somehow i always wish i could dance again but i know i can't afford to do that.
I like reading novels , so far the best must have been "The notebook ,Dear John and Where rainbows end" particularly from Nicholas Sparks and Cecelia Ahern. for your information i really like eating cakes, those with heavy toppings of cream yum yum :p it has been rather long since i had them really often.
I can really laugh over the slightest thing when my laugh-o-meter goes extremely high .No need to describe how I am a really clumsy person and i trip over the weirdest things..
there's alot of things which i wish i could do , i wanna go up and float around on the hot air balloon and fly somewhere far for awhile
see you there at Bahamas!!
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01 March, 2009
sing and exhale* / 11:27 PM
Let Me Let Go - Faith HillI just reached home from Jurong after the singing session.Was supposed to enjoy Sentosa today but Nick didn't reply and then the plan was changed.Then Cl ,tracy ,you and me met and we were supposed to go swimming at the complex but it turned out to be another wasted trip because of bad weather.And the last place we settled down was at the KTV place.We didn't talk much ..maintained a distance from each other.The one thing i saw in my eyes were tears when you sang the songs.I ain't sure whether you meant the lyrics but it sure reminds me of the past. It takes a lot of courage to see you and pretend i am okay.As much as i want to see you badly.. i don't know how to face you and just as much as i don't want to walk away .I am stuck so stucked.Neither way works..when i turn away,my heart is actually aching because every memory that we have keeps gushing in.It's like a mind locked with 10 locks but everyone of the locks fail upon the mention of your image or voice.I don't know what to do , i really don't know. Every night ,you never fail to come into my mind when i am on my bed.I go to my phone's inbox and browse through the recent messages and many times i know it's not the same anymore.The fact that We're not together anymore comes in to remind me every now and then.Half a month that is.I am so used to sending you a message every night as well as wait for your reply before i can eventually put my body to rest.The days are getting harder to get by.Not only that,cutting down on the messages. I have stopped myself to message you since a few days back when there wasn't any replies back.As much as i want to send you a message to see how you are doing ,i have held myself back. you aren't the one hurting me , it must be love. The lights of this strange city are shininBut they dont hold no fascination for meI try to find the bright side, babyBut everywhere I lookEverywhere I turnYoure all I seeTell me how are two person gonna help each other get over each other..
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