You are at
Gonna look this way
Look at my heart again
Look at the mess I've got it in
I'm trying to trust in You
To know that you'll see me through
Through my pride
Through my shame
Into Your love
Into Your grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see Your face
And I'm running straight to You
Because
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
To break this division
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
Erase it and bring us together again
My life's like an open book
Nothing is hidden when you look
You break through my boundaries
Revealing my insecurities
But through my pride
And through my shame
You show me love
You show me grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see your face
And I'm running straight to you
Because
Here I am saying I need you
I know I need you
Here I am, I'm coming to meet you
Cause I want to see you
♠my taste of sunshine
A pair of spectacles
Manchester United jersey
Catch a ballet performance
Pointe shoes
Adidas Kenya Jacket
Singapore flyer
Superstar Virgo trip
Open a savings bank account
Powershot e1 !!
pitter patter
♠/ FLABBERGAST
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18 February, 2009
talk cock sing song / 1:52 AM
Just came back from Upper Thomson.Out with the party-iers : Vincent , Kelvin ,Guo Tai and his girl ,Timothy and his wife and George.Initially it was supposed to be town.Kelvin kept psycho-ing me to go and when i finally reached they told me they had a change of plan.I serioushly wanted to kill Kelvin.Which was why i ended up at Talk Cock Sing song. The funniest part was 8 person squeezing in a 5-seater Audi A4.Of course i sat on George's lap she's the only female..while Kelvin sat on Vincent's one, Guo Tai 'gf on his lap.Then Timothy in the driver seat ,with his wife on the left seat.My stomach was empty without lunch and dinner because by the time i reached they had already eaten :( Very much didn't want to leave my house because i was really penniless couldn't even top up my ezlink.So kelvin said he would transfer although i don't really want too.It means owing money again.. Before meeting them i had a small chat with Xian Zheng.He was down ,after breaking up with Cherryn and all.And so i lent my ears while thinking about my own problems and i didn't really know how to advised him.But for one thing i knew, i definitely understood how he felt.It was absurb , i saw a part of myself in his response and such.Told him all the positive things and the different angles he should look at certain problems.That's what i always do but i get deeply beaten within at the end.I don't know whether i should have encouraged him to go on to salvage this relationship.Because the state that i am in now doesn't prove anything.But at least i think i was giving the right advice, at least he can stay clear of the misunderstandings first. I stayed away from alchohol tonight ..not even a sip because i knew just how well i would binge non-stop.Didn't want to drink with an empty stomach and feel the vomit stuff out of my nose.Worst suffer the headaches and refresh the heartaches.Letting my family know that i 've gone drinking wouldn't be good.All and all ,but in the end i exhausted my lungs.
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Finally eighteen although i do not look my age .I am a miniature machine gun.can be real noisy and high at times.more to outdoors.
I am currently studying in Republic Poly and don't ask me why i ended up here.but afterall i have meet some great and fun friends here :) at times i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.I may view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes. I feel short but i don't mind people disturbing me as long as it makes them happy haha.but still of course i still want to grow taller if you have any elixir please recommend to me .
Yeah one thing i dislike it when people take unnecessary plastic bags , please save the world and yourself by taking less of these and especially wooden chopsticks!!I like to observe people,just to study their behaviour to predict their next move :) but i am not psychotic !I just wish i could take up psychology I am beginning to see this world to the best of my ability. I am really trying to look at the bright side.
I truly like ballet,and somehow i always wish i could dance again but i know i can't afford to do that.
I like reading novels , so far the best must have been "The notebook ,Dear John and Where rainbows end" particularly from Nicholas Sparks and Cecelia Ahern. for your information i really like eating cakes, those with heavy toppings of cream yum yum :p it has been rather long since i had them really often.
I can really laugh over the slightest thing when my laugh-o-meter goes extremely high .No need to describe how I am a really clumsy person and i trip over the weirdest things..
there's alot of things which i wish i could do , i wanna go up and float around on the hot air balloon and fly somewhere far for awhile
see you there at Bahamas!!
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18 February, 2009
talk cock sing song / 1:52 AM
Just came back from Upper Thomson.Out with the party-iers : Vincent , Kelvin ,Guo Tai and his girl ,Timothy and his wife and George.Initially it was supposed to be town.Kelvin kept psycho-ing me to go and when i finally reached they told me they had a change of plan.I serioushly wanted to kill Kelvin.Which was why i ended up at Talk Cock Sing song. The funniest part was 8 person squeezing in a 5-seater Audi A4.Of course i sat on George's lap she's the only female..while Kelvin sat on Vincent's one, Guo Tai 'gf on his lap.Then Timothy in the driver seat ,with his wife on the left seat.My stomach was empty without lunch and dinner because by the time i reached they had already eaten :( Very much didn't want to leave my house because i was really penniless couldn't even top up my ezlink.So kelvin said he would transfer although i don't really want too.It means owing money again.. Before meeting them i had a small chat with Xian Zheng.He was down ,after breaking up with Cherryn and all.And so i lent my ears while thinking about my own problems and i didn't really know how to advised him.But for one thing i knew, i definitely understood how he felt.It was absurb , i saw a part of myself in his response and such.Told him all the positive things and the different angles he should look at certain problems.That's what i always do but i get deeply beaten within at the end.I don't know whether i should have encouraged him to go on to salvage this relationship.Because the state that i am in now doesn't prove anything.But at least i think i was giving the right advice, at least he can stay clear of the misunderstandings first. I stayed away from alchohol tonight ..not even a sip because i knew just how well i would binge non-stop.Didn't want to drink with an empty stomach and feel the vomit stuff out of my nose.Worst suffer the headaches and refresh the heartaches.Letting my family know that i 've gone drinking wouldn't be good.All and all ,but in the end i exhausted my lungs.
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