Look at my heart again
Look at the mess I've got it in
I'm trying to trust in You
To know that you'll see me through
Through my pride
Through my shame
Into Your love
Into Your grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see Your face
And I'm running straight to You
Because
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
To break this division
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
Erase it and bring us together again
My life's like an open book
Nothing is hidden when you look
You break through my boundaries
Revealing my insecurities
But through my pride
And through my shame
You show me love
You show me grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see your face
And I'm running straight to you
Because
Here I am saying I need you
I know I need you
Here I am, I'm coming to meet you
Cause I want to see you
♠my taste of sunshine
A pair of spectacles
Manchester United jersey
Catch a ballet performance
Pointe shoes
Adidas Kenya Jacket
Singapore flyer
Superstar Virgo trip
Open a savings bank account
Powershot e1 !!
Nothing much to say..The day feels like night and the night feels like darkness.Tutored student Zhi Ruo and Celine today.I tried was at my best performance today.But Zhi Ruo's remark triggered me that i probably still had a hint of sadness on my face.She's stiill young , from what i see.She asked me to smile and i asked why.. and she said "Your dimple very nice .. deep deep one,very pretty " Then i said you also have , but hers is around the mouth like those of Johnson's.Then i smiled off and said you can try pook-ing at the cheek everyday.It might come out one day and she nodded off and asked me whether i always did that.Of course i replied no..maybe i did ..Haha.But maybe i should try that.It might help create another dimple on the right.
& i realised something that i haven't being really smiling because i feel the small stretch on my mouth when i try.Headed down to Boon lay today.Looked for Tracy and Cl.. drank at the coffee shop .Nobody sees me drinking stuff like Hot Tea or Iced Tea.. but today i only felt like i wanted those.We loitered around while Tracy talks about Alvin and how sad she is most of the time.I don't know what to say..just told her that it's gonna be okay and actually i know deep down she's better off then me now at least.After Cl left , we went back to the small ktv room and sing.It's nice although we were shivering.. crying and laughing.. owed tracy alot.and thanks to tall-kie for her thirty bucks transfer :)
oh yeah.. I've got bills in my head.. and yes i just remembered the laptop installment again.shit shit SHIT :( Hitachi's gonna send me another letter. Arggh // additional 5 bucks.Sigh i am not rich!
Anyway i 've just realised how i dreaded coming home just now.I feel lazy and all.And in the bus and train ride back i began to wonder why i don't feel this way in the past when i travelled back from Pasir Ris.Boon lay feels like Johor Bahru.This feeling stinks.I thought of him again.Pasir Laba Camp is so near.Ok i need to sleep for all i know now.Got to prepare a big unlimited smile for work tomorrow.
PS: Xl thanks i just messaged you to do a favor for me.Because on the MRT tracks just now , i felt as if i wanted to stay away from the yellow line.Got so worried that i would feel giddy or some idiot might accidentally pushed me down or something.More worried of even having any other thoughts.Thanks.
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Finally eighteen although i do not look my age .I am a miniature machine gun.can be real noisy and high at times.more to outdoors.
I am currently studying in Republic Poly and don't ask me why i ended up here.but afterall i have meet some great and fun friends here :) at times i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.I may view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes. I feel short but i don't mind people disturbing me as long as it makes them happy haha.but still of course i still want to grow taller if you have any elixir please recommend to me .
Yeah one thing i dislike it when people take unnecessary plastic bags , please save the world and yourself by taking less of these and especially wooden chopsticks!!I like to observe people,just to study their behaviour to predict their next move :) but i am not psychotic !I just wish i could take up psychology I am beginning to see this world to the best of my ability. I am really trying to look at the bright side.
I truly like ballet,and somehow i always wish i could dance again but i know i can't afford to do that.
I like reading novels , so far the best must have been "The notebook ,Dear John and Where rainbows end" particularly from Nicholas Sparks and Cecelia Ahern. for your information i really like eating cakes, those with heavy toppings of cream yum yum :p it has been rather long since i had them really often.
I can really laugh over the slightest thing when my laugh-o-meter goes extremely high .No need to describe how I am a really clumsy person and i trip over the weirdest things..
there's alot of things which i wish i could do , i wanna go up and float around on the hot air balloon and fly somewhere far for awhile
Nothing much to say..The day feels like night and the night feels like darkness.Tutored student Zhi Ruo and Celine today.I tried was at my best performance today.But Zhi Ruo's remark triggered me that i probably still had a hint of sadness on my face.She's stiill young , from what i see.She asked me to smile and i asked why.. and she said "Your dimple very nice .. deep deep one,very pretty " Then i said you also have , but hers is around the mouth like those of Johnson's.Then i smiled off and said you can try pook-ing at the cheek everyday.It might come out one day and she nodded off and asked me whether i always did that.Of course i replied no..maybe i did ..Haha.But maybe i should try that.It might help create another dimple on the right.
& i realised something that i haven't being really smiling because i feel the small stretch on my mouth when i try.Headed down to Boon lay today.Looked for Tracy and Cl.. drank at the coffee shop .Nobody sees me drinking stuff like Hot Tea or Iced Tea.. but today i only felt like i wanted those.We loitered around while Tracy talks about Alvin and how sad she is most of the time.I don't know what to say..just told her that it's gonna be okay and actually i know deep down she's better off then me now at least.After Cl left , we went back to the small ktv room and sing.It's nice although we were shivering.. crying and laughing.. owed tracy alot.and thanks to tall-kie for her thirty bucks transfer :)
oh yeah.. I've got bills in my head.. and yes i just remembered the laptop installment again.shit shit SHIT :( Hitachi's gonna send me another letter. Arggh // additional 5 bucks.Sigh i am not rich!
Anyway i 've just realised how i dreaded coming home just now.I feel lazy and all.And in the bus and train ride back i began to wonder why i don't feel this way in the past when i travelled back from Pasir Ris.Boon lay feels like Johor Bahru.This feeling stinks.I thought of him again.Pasir Laba Camp is so near.Ok i need to sleep for all i know now.Got to prepare a big unlimited smile for work tomorrow.
PS: Xl thanks i just messaged you to do a favor for me.Because on the MRT tracks just now , i felt as if i wanted to stay away from the yellow line.Got so worried that i would feel giddy or some idiot might accidentally pushed me down or something.More worried of even having any other thoughts.Thanks.
