speechless .senseless / 11:57 PM

Here i am writting this , part of me wanted to stay at Joel's place.Little Erika is so cute and chubby.When i look at her , i see a child .Yes..the simplicity of a child.No worries , pure innocence and nothing else.She tells me stories of her little world .When she explains the drawings that she drew earlier on ,i couldn't make out what it was.The doodles and her explainations were vague.The imaginations from her little world of fairies and although they sound obscure ,it did make me smile :)

I was supposed to meet bf .He had a sprained ankle and so i thought we shouldn't head to town anymore although i still haven't get my clothes yet.I could do it with Cherryn tomorrow.I left Joel's house and headed to Toa Payoh interchange and searched for a bus to take to bf's house.I was dismayed when i called bf .Baby told me he was going down to temple to let niang niang have a look at his feet.I was upset when he told me i can/should do the shopping without him.Twice upset when he asked me to head back to the bbq with the hint of an irritated tone..I came to the queue almost lining up for bus 88.. for nothing :(

..I have been holding my phone close to me for the past hours but nope.. not even an apology least a message :(

I wondered if he feels sorry ..
and I wondered how many times i actually feel sad then angry.

Finally eighteen although i do not look my age .I am a miniature machine gun.can be real noisy and high at times.more to outdoors.

I am currently studying in Republic Poly and don't ask me why i ended up here.but afterall i have meet some great and fun friends here :) at times i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.I may view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes.
I feel short but i don't mind people disturbing me as long as it makes them happy haha.but still of course i still want to grow taller if you have any elixir please recommend to me .

Yeah one thing i dislike it when people take unnecessary plastic bags , please save the world and yourself by taking less of these and especially wooden chopsticks!!I like to observe people,just to study their behaviour to predict their next move :) but i am not psychotic !I just wish i could take up psychology
I am beginning to see this world to the best of my ability.
I am really trying to look at the bright side.


I truly like ballet,and somehow i always wish i could dance again but i know i can't afford to do that.
I like reading novels , so far the best must have been "The notebook ,Dear John and Where rainbows end" particularly from Nicholas Sparks and Cecelia Ahern.
for your information i really like eating cakes, those with heavy toppings of cream yum yum :p it has been rather long since i had them really often.

I can really laugh over the slightest thing when my laugh-o-meter goes extremely high .No need to describe how I am a really clumsy person and i trip over the weirdest things..




there's alot of things which i wish i could do , i wanna go up and float around on the hot air balloon and fly somewhere far for awhile

see you there at Bahamas!!

speechless .senseless / 11:57 PM

Here i am writting this , part of me wanted to stay at Joel's place.Little Erika is so cute and chubby.When i look at her , i see a child .Yes..the simplicity of a child.No worries , pure innocence and nothing else.She tells me stories of her little world .When she explains the drawings that she drew earlier on ,i couldn't make out what it was.The doodles and her explainations were vague.The imaginations from her little world of fairies and although they sound obscure ,it did make me smile :)

I was supposed to meet bf .He had a sprained ankle and so i thought we shouldn't head to town anymore although i still haven't get my clothes yet.I could do it with Cherryn tomorrow.I left Joel's house and headed to Toa Payoh interchange and searched for a bus to take to bf's house.I was dismayed when i called bf .Baby told me he was going down to temple to let niang niang have a look at his feet.I was upset when he told me i can/should do the shopping without him.Twice upset when he asked me to head back to the bbq with the hint of an irritated tone..I came to the queue almost lining up for bus 88.. for nothing :(

..I have been holding my phone close to me for the past hours but nope.. not even an apology least a message :(

I wondered if he feels sorry ..
and I wondered how many times i actually feel sad then angry.