shop to done* / 2:59 AM

Today must have been the most feet-killing day for this whole year and it always happens during the festive season.People say shopping is a good therapy to relieve yourself.And today i finally understood why.After spending every single cent i received from tuition and filling my hands with shopping bags.Cherryn's bf was good , he offered to help us with the bag and even shopped with us for 9 hours non-stop .I can't believe i did that as well.

But i also come to realise that ,when i am home the small voices in my head starts to build up.And they are actually never gone.It's just like a temporary pill ,my friends.I don't know why it makes no difference no matter how i react or respond.The worst thing was being treated like nothing.I wished bf wasn't intentional and I really hoped he does not have any idea of what he is directing..

the shoulder is aching and the feet is telling the same thing to the shoulder.It's crazy how i managed to keep myself awake .I have being trying so hard to finish checking and sending out emails .3rd brother wants them done by this week and i have only got less than a day left.I am trying to slap myself awake , and i got alot on my mind.

Finally eighteen although i do not look my age .I am a miniature machine gun.can be real noisy and high at times.more to outdoors.

I am currently studying in Republic Poly and don't ask me why i ended up here.but afterall i have meet some great and fun friends here :) at times i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.I may view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes.
I feel short but i don't mind people disturbing me as long as it makes them happy haha.but still of course i still want to grow taller if you have any elixir please recommend to me .

Yeah one thing i dislike it when people take unnecessary plastic bags , please save the world and yourself by taking less of these and especially wooden chopsticks!!I like to observe people,just to study their behaviour to predict their next move :) but i am not psychotic !I just wish i could take up psychology
I am beginning to see this world to the best of my ability.
I am really trying to look at the bright side.


I truly like ballet,and somehow i always wish i could dance again but i know i can't afford to do that.
I like reading novels , so far the best must have been "The notebook ,Dear John and Where rainbows end" particularly from Nicholas Sparks and Cecelia Ahern.
for your information i really like eating cakes, those with heavy toppings of cream yum yum :p it has been rather long since i had them really often.

I can really laugh over the slightest thing when my laugh-o-meter goes extremely high .No need to describe how I am a really clumsy person and i trip over the weirdest things..




there's alot of things which i wish i could do , i wanna go up and float around on the hot air balloon and fly somewhere far for awhile

see you there at Bahamas!!

shop to done* / 2:59 AM

Today must have been the most feet-killing day for this whole year and it always happens during the festive season.People say shopping is a good therapy to relieve yourself.And today i finally understood why.After spending every single cent i received from tuition and filling my hands with shopping bags.Cherryn's bf was good , he offered to help us with the bag and even shopped with us for 9 hours non-stop .I can't believe i did that as well.

But i also come to realise that ,when i am home the small voices in my head starts to build up.And they are actually never gone.It's just like a temporary pill ,my friends.I don't know why it makes no difference no matter how i react or respond.The worst thing was being treated like nothing.I wished bf wasn't intentional and I really hoped he does not have any idea of what he is directing..

the shoulder is aching and the feet is telling the same thing to the shoulder.It's crazy how i managed to keep myself awake .I have being trying so hard to finish checking and sending out emails .3rd brother wants them done by this week and i have only got less than a day left.I am trying to slap myself awake , and i got alot on my mind.