Look at my heart again
Look at the mess I've got it in
I'm trying to trust in You
To know that you'll see me through
Through my pride
Through my shame
Into Your love
Into Your grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see Your face
And I'm running straight to You
Because
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
To break this division
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
Erase it and bring us together again
My life's like an open book
Nothing is hidden when you look
You break through my boundaries
Revealing my insecurities
But through my pride
And through my shame
You show me love
You show me grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see your face
And I'm running straight to you
Because
Here I am saying I need you
I know I need you
Here I am, I'm coming to meet you
Cause I want to see you
♠my taste of sunshine
A pair of spectacles
Manchester United jersey
Catch a ballet performance
Pointe shoes
Adidas Kenya Jacket
Singapore flyer
Superstar Virgo trip
Open a savings bank account
Powershot e1 !!
ulcers hurt.one each on both sides.maybe threee.I even bit on one so accidentally and now that the flesh is protruding out,my teeth keeps biting on the same spot.ouch.too much chips and junk food and i really mean daily.
I reached early for work and ended almost on time too,this has got to be a good start off.After which i when to the china boy 's house and knocked on his door ,told me he forgot about it and wants it tomorrow morning instead.sigh
I didn't manage to really sleep well last night ,felt myself shivering and feeling uneasy at the same time.Hot and cold externally, a fever i guess.I keep waking up to check whether there were any replies from bf but nope.
the same routine about coming down , to meet me happened again , but i figured out about how his heart really feels about doing that when he doesn't really want too./he feels obliged ,thats all .A heart not at all in wanting.just obliged so i told him not to come anymore,and he just says sorry and he will meet me tomorrow.And i wonder again about that ,because aren't i the one going down to his place to meet him ? hahaha , love is so ... humorous.
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Finally eighteen although i do not look my age .I am a miniature machine gun.can be real noisy and high at times.more to outdoors.
I am currently studying in Republic Poly and don't ask me why i ended up here.but afterall i have meet some great and fun friends here :) at times i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.I may view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes. I feel short but i don't mind people disturbing me as long as it makes them happy haha.but still of course i still want to grow taller if you have any elixir please recommend to me .
Yeah one thing i dislike it when people take unnecessary plastic bags , please save the world and yourself by taking less of these and especially wooden chopsticks!!I like to observe people,just to study their behaviour to predict their next move :) but i am not psychotic !I just wish i could take up psychology I am beginning to see this world to the best of my ability. I am really trying to look at the bright side.
I truly like ballet,and somehow i always wish i could dance again but i know i can't afford to do that.
I like reading novels , so far the best must have been "The notebook ,Dear John and Where rainbows end" particularly from Nicholas Sparks and Cecelia Ahern. for your information i really like eating cakes, those with heavy toppings of cream yum yum :p it has been rather long since i had them really often.
I can really laugh over the slightest thing when my laugh-o-meter goes extremely high .No need to describe how I am a really clumsy person and i trip over the weirdest things..
there's alot of things which i wish i could do , i wanna go up and float around on the hot air balloon and fly somewhere far for awhile
ulcers hurt.one each on both sides.maybe threee.I even bit on one so accidentally and now that the flesh is protruding out,my teeth keeps biting on the same spot.ouch.too much chips and junk food and i really mean daily.
I reached early for work and ended almost on time too,this has got to be a good start off.After which i when to the china boy 's house and knocked on his door ,told me he forgot about it and wants it tomorrow morning instead.sigh
I didn't manage to really sleep well last night ,felt myself shivering and feeling uneasy at the same time.Hot and cold externally, a fever i guess.I keep waking up to check whether there were any replies from bf but nope.
the same routine about coming down , to meet me happened again , but i figured out about how his heart really feels about doing that when he doesn't really want too./he feels obliged ,thats all .A heart not at all in wanting.just obliged so i told him not to come anymore,and he just says sorry and he will meet me tomorrow.And i wonder again about that ,because aren't i the one going down to his place to meet him ? hahaha , love is so ... humorous.
