Look at my heart again
Look at the mess I've got it in
I'm trying to trust in You
To know that you'll see me through
Through my pride
Through my shame
Into Your love
Into Your grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see Your face
And I'm running straight to You
Because
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
To break this division
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
Erase it and bring us together again
My life's like an open book
Nothing is hidden when you look
You break through my boundaries
Revealing my insecurities
But through my pride
And through my shame
You show me love
You show me grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see your face
And I'm running straight to you
Because
Here I am saying I need you
I know I need you
Here I am, I'm coming to meet you
Cause I want to see you
♠my taste of sunshine
A pair of spectacles
Manchester United jersey
Catch a ballet performance
Pointe shoes
Adidas Kenya Jacket
Singapore flyer
Superstar Virgo trip
Open a savings bank account
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I am feeling like shit now.gridare.I can't believe that i did that on the first day of a brand new year.It's not right.I have got alot inside me now which appears to be time bombs.They are going off one by one.It's alright when you do not bring me along but my behaviour and words just helps me lower my esteem.I got my pride too and it isn't always right but it's alive.It isn't always gonna be something alike kneeling on the ground begging.and i really swear it's not going to happen again,i am not gonna put myself in your shoes anymore.It's not helping just stinking myself ,my eyes.
I guess i am old enough to think and acting like a kid is only a temporary way to ease life and get on the better side.It's like another dimension that i opened named "happiness" .There's alot of things that i know but i just wanna pretend like i know nothing.Sometimes even wishing they will be really secrets that will never be discovered under mountains.What i thought time to time, there'a alot more to just my empty gingo shell that i have displayed.And when i do laugh off and pretend its okay ,it really isn't sometimes genuine.and the one person that i wished at least knew what to do,doesn't but makes it worst.F
I guess i am looking into too much perfection in a person. eat rocks.Maybe i've started to compare to someone not in existence at all.
RESOLUTION - be soft hearted no more - be less initiative - be firm - love myself above anyone else
I am thinking of that park to clear my head.i have twenty bucks left now ,and after i leave home that would be ten left.
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same ,did i ever make you proud?
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Finally eighteen although i do not look my age .I am a miniature machine gun.can be real noisy and high at times.more to outdoors.
I am currently studying in Republic Poly and don't ask me why i ended up here.but afterall i have meet some great and fun friends here :) at times i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.I may view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes. I feel short but i don't mind people disturbing me as long as it makes them happy haha.but still of course i still want to grow taller if you have any elixir please recommend to me .
Yeah one thing i dislike it when people take unnecessary plastic bags , please save the world and yourself by taking less of these and especially wooden chopsticks!!I like to observe people,just to study their behaviour to predict their next move :) but i am not psychotic !I just wish i could take up psychology I am beginning to see this world to the best of my ability. I am really trying to look at the bright side.
I truly like ballet,and somehow i always wish i could dance again but i know i can't afford to do that.
I like reading novels , so far the best must have been "The notebook ,Dear John and Where rainbows end" particularly from Nicholas Sparks and Cecelia Ahern. for your information i really like eating cakes, those with heavy toppings of cream yum yum :p it has been rather long since i had them really often.
I can really laugh over the slightest thing when my laugh-o-meter goes extremely high .No need to describe how I am a really clumsy person and i trip over the weirdest things..
there's alot of things which i wish i could do , i wanna go up and float around on the hot air balloon and fly somewhere far for awhile
I am feeling like shit now.gridare.I can't believe that i did that on the first day of a brand new year.It's not right.I have got alot inside me now which appears to be time bombs.They are going off one by one.It's alright when you do not bring me along but my behaviour and words just helps me lower my esteem.I got my pride too and it isn't always right but it's alive.It isn't always gonna be something alike kneeling on the ground begging.and i really swear it's not going to happen again,i am not gonna put myself in your shoes anymore.It's not helping just stinking myself ,my eyes.
I guess i am old enough to think and acting like a kid is only a temporary way to ease life and get on the better side.It's like another dimension that i opened named "happiness" .There's alot of things that i know but i just wanna pretend like i know nothing.Sometimes even wishing they will be really secrets that will never be discovered under mountains.What i thought time to time, there'a alot more to just my empty gingo shell that i have displayed.And when i do laugh off and pretend its okay ,it really isn't sometimes genuine.and the one person that i wished at least knew what to do,doesn't but makes it worst.F
I guess i am looking into too much perfection in a person. eat rocks.Maybe i've started to compare to someone not in existence at all.
RESOLUTION - be soft hearted no more - be less initiative - be firm - love myself above anyone else
I am thinking of that park to clear my head.i have twenty bucks left now ,and after i leave home that would be ten left.
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same ,did i ever make you proud?
