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You are at
Gonna look this way
Look at my heart again
Look at the mess I've got it in
I'm trying to trust in You
To know that you'll see me through
Through my pride
Through my shame
Into Your love
Into Your grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see Your face
And I'm running straight to You
Because
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
To break this division
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
Erase it and bring us together again
My life's like an open book
Nothing is hidden when you look
You break through my boundaries
Revealing my insecurities
But through my pride
And through my shame
You show me love
You show me grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see your face
And I'm running straight to you
Because
Here I am saying I need you
I know I need you
Here I am, I'm coming to meet you
Cause I want to see you
♠my taste of sunshine
A pair of spectacles
Manchester United jersey
Catch a ballet performance
Pointe shoes
Adidas Kenya Jacket
Singapore flyer
Superstar Virgo trip
Open a savings bank account
Powershot e1 !!
pitter patter
♠/ FLABBERGAST
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02 January, 2009
dear mom.. / 11:18 PM
/it seems the new year ain't going any better.I couldn't stand the nagging voice which turned irritating.I can tolerate for a year or two but it really angst me when she keeps repeating something that is alarming to me. Mom is forever unhappy with me .I cannot understand the logic she believes in .And also simply how i always look like the black sheep because she says so.When all the guys in my family don't stay out till late..it doesn't mean i shoudn't too .. just because i am a girl ?I can't believe she said i threw her face and what others said meant so much to her .How is it that when I hanged out late that people out there will start gossiping.And i really knew where she got all her accusations and stereotypings from and it really upsets me. Because to me ,you don't look at a friend who isn't much educated to determine whether she's an influence especially when you mention a bad one.Don't rack up the past of truancy in school and say that i have turn rotten ever ever ever since and also especially the one event that happened during primary school when i skipped swimming lesson to go ice skating. And when i work , i don't stretch my hands to get a penny from you.Even when i was younger ,when everyone would get money from their parents to catch a movie or for leisure spending on weekends ,or even .. extra money to spend for the week, i don't.But all that ever came in to your head was that this is obligation . One more thing is compiling work and recreation together.Both seems like me enjoying outside.I can stay at home and hog the computers like my brothers alright if it means staying put at home, i don't need to work like a bull outside.I pay my own bills ,and all that makes up my wardrobe is almost entirely the money i earned.But i simply need a breather out of this house because my room looks nothing like privacy.And the house seems nothing but a commando camp at times and i am the only one asked to do so.I can bear this when i am younger but i can't stand that the silbings are always better off relaxing and i am always the one ordered around. I have never shrugged my shoulders this way before and i don't know what is this i am feeling now..totally screwed..i should stop typing , i don't want to mention this anymore :( Labels: scones
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Finally eighteen although i do not look my age .I am a miniature machine gun.can be real noisy and high at times.more to outdoors.
I am currently studying in Republic Poly and don't ask me why i ended up here.but afterall i have meet some great and fun friends here :) at times i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.I may view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes. I feel short but i don't mind people disturbing me as long as it makes them happy haha.but still of course i still want to grow taller if you have any elixir please recommend to me .
Yeah one thing i dislike it when people take unnecessary plastic bags , please save the world and yourself by taking less of these and especially wooden chopsticks!!I like to observe people,just to study their behaviour to predict their next move :) but i am not psychotic !I just wish i could take up psychology I am beginning to see this world to the best of my ability. I am really trying to look at the bright side.
I truly like ballet,and somehow i always wish i could dance again but i know i can't afford to do that.
I like reading novels , so far the best must have been "The notebook ,Dear John and Where rainbows end" particularly from Nicholas Sparks and Cecelia Ahern. for your information i really like eating cakes, those with heavy toppings of cream yum yum :p it has been rather long since i had them really often.
I can really laugh over the slightest thing when my laugh-o-meter goes extremely high .No need to describe how I am a really clumsy person and i trip over the weirdest things..
there's alot of things which i wish i could do , i wanna go up and float around on the hot air balloon and fly somewhere far for awhile
see you there at Bahamas!!
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02 January, 2009
dear mom.. / 11:18 PM
/it seems the new year ain't going any better.I couldn't stand the nagging voice which turned irritating.I can tolerate for a year or two but it really angst me when she keeps repeating something that is alarming to me. Mom is forever unhappy with me .I cannot understand the logic she believes in .And also simply how i always look like the black sheep because she says so.When all the guys in my family don't stay out till late..it doesn't mean i shoudn't too .. just because i am a girl ?I can't believe she said i threw her face and what others said meant so much to her .How is it that when I hanged out late that people out there will start gossiping.And i really knew where she got all her accusations and stereotypings from and it really upsets me. Because to me ,you don't look at a friend who isn't much educated to determine whether she's an influence especially when you mention a bad one.Don't rack up the past of truancy in school and say that i have turn rotten ever ever ever since and also especially the one event that happened during primary school when i skipped swimming lesson to go ice skating. And when i work , i don't stretch my hands to get a penny from you.Even when i was younger ,when everyone would get money from their parents to catch a movie or for leisure spending on weekends ,or even .. extra money to spend for the week, i don't.But all that ever came in to your head was that this is obligation . One more thing is compiling work and recreation together.Both seems like me enjoying outside.I can stay at home and hog the computers like my brothers alright if it means staying put at home, i don't need to work like a bull outside.I pay my own bills ,and all that makes up my wardrobe is almost entirely the money i earned.But i simply need a breather out of this house because my room looks nothing like privacy.And the house seems nothing but a commando camp at times and i am the only one asked to do so.I can bear this when i am younger but i can't stand that the silbings are always better off relaxing and i am always the one ordered around. I have never shrugged my shoulders this way before and i don't know what is this i am feeling now..totally screwed..i should stop typing , i don't want to mention this anymore :( Labels: scones
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