nothing in want* / 7:04 AM

My rj was left undone yesterday .My objective was a nap last night.But I felt like i was in coma this time.I had no memory of the alarm even going off , and nobody else could have snooze it except me.I woke up in a daze i look outside the window wondering what had happened ,i looked at my calendar and wondered whether it was evening or a day has passed unknowingly.Tell me i haven't sleep for a long time.The special day had gone ,not even a message.The late messages i saw were normal day operations and not even a sorry to start the message just ignorance. And if i was awake i would probably be silly,idiot,crazy enough to type an extremely long message for him but it's too late and maybe i should be thankful because i don't want to feel undeserved.and nope.. no cuppycake ringtone at all.shatter not dear me.and you're not going to school ,not today dear me.

:'(

Finally eighteen although i do not look my age .I am a miniature machine gun.can be real noisy and high at times.more to outdoors.

I am currently studying in Republic Poly and don't ask me why i ended up here.but afterall i have meet some great and fun friends here :) at times i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.I may view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes.
I feel short but i don't mind people disturbing me as long as it makes them happy haha.but still of course i still want to grow taller if you have any elixir please recommend to me .

Yeah one thing i dislike it when people take unnecessary plastic bags , please save the world and yourself by taking less of these and especially wooden chopsticks!!I like to observe people,just to study their behaviour to predict their next move :) but i am not psychotic !I just wish i could take up psychology
I am beginning to see this world to the best of my ability.
I am really trying to look at the bright side.


I truly like ballet,and somehow i always wish i could dance again but i know i can't afford to do that.
I like reading novels , so far the best must have been "The notebook ,Dear John and Where rainbows end" particularly from Nicholas Sparks and Cecelia Ahern.
for your information i really like eating cakes, those with heavy toppings of cream yum yum :p it has been rather long since i had them really often.

I can really laugh over the slightest thing when my laugh-o-meter goes extremely high .No need to describe how I am a really clumsy person and i trip over the weirdest things..




there's alot of things which i wish i could do , i wanna go up and float around on the hot air balloon and fly somewhere far for awhile

see you there at Bahamas!!

nothing in want* / 7:04 AM

My rj was left undone yesterday .My objective was a nap last night.But I felt like i was in coma this time.I had no memory of the alarm even going off , and nobody else could have snooze it except me.I woke up in a daze i look outside the window wondering what had happened ,i looked at my calendar and wondered whether it was evening or a day has passed unknowingly.Tell me i haven't sleep for a long time.The special day had gone ,not even a message.The late messages i saw were normal day operations and not even a sorry to start the message just ignorance. And if i was awake i would probably be silly,idiot,crazy enough to type an extremely long message for him but it's too late and maybe i should be thankful because i don't want to feel undeserved.and nope.. no cuppycake ringtone at all.shatter not dear me.and you're not going to school ,not today dear me.

:'(