lies love you..* / 11:41 AM

Torn - Natalie Imbruglia

Lies..i am no better and you keep lying. don't anymore because i know very well where you are actually heading too.I had taken an off day off the month because the two previous weekends,you spent them working.I was not keen on waiting for today to come because i fear the worst may come..but it came anyway .I heard your words so clearly through the phone ,and obviously you were lying through your ear when you said you were going out with army friends.I only wanted to hear the truth ,and no you're not doing it.Honestly i know it's her birthday celebration .go ahead and don't tell me sorry again.. i doubt you will because i am not going to expose it to you.I would pretend to my heartest , i really will.No maybe i shouldn't..

Please stop misusing my soft-hearted nature and it's not helping .. if i keep forgiving , there's no point , you don't feel anything do you?but i feel .A drink 's gonna help now, to make the nightmares go away.


It does not mean i am right when i say something and it doesn't mean i am alright when i don't say anything.

Finally eighteen although i do not look my age .I am a miniature machine gun.can be real noisy and high at times.more to outdoors.

I am currently studying in Republic Poly and don't ask me why i ended up here.but afterall i have meet some great and fun friends here :) at times i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.I may view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes.
I feel short but i don't mind people disturbing me as long as it makes them happy haha.but still of course i still want to grow taller if you have any elixir please recommend to me .

Yeah one thing i dislike it when people take unnecessary plastic bags , please save the world and yourself by taking less of these and especially wooden chopsticks!!I like to observe people,just to study their behaviour to predict their next move :) but i am not psychotic !I just wish i could take up psychology
I am beginning to see this world to the best of my ability.
I am really trying to look at the bright side.


I truly like ballet,and somehow i always wish i could dance again but i know i can't afford to do that.
I like reading novels , so far the best must have been "The notebook ,Dear John and Where rainbows end" particularly from Nicholas Sparks and Cecelia Ahern.
for your information i really like eating cakes, those with heavy toppings of cream yum yum :p it has been rather long since i had them really often.

I can really laugh over the slightest thing when my laugh-o-meter goes extremely high .No need to describe how I am a really clumsy person and i trip over the weirdest things..




there's alot of things which i wish i could do , i wanna go up and float around on the hot air balloon and fly somewhere far for awhile

see you there at Bahamas!!

lies love you..* / 11:41 AM

Torn - Natalie Imbruglia

Lies..i am no better and you keep lying. don't anymore because i know very well where you are actually heading too.I had taken an off day off the month because the two previous weekends,you spent them working.I was not keen on waiting for today to come because i fear the worst may come..but it came anyway .I heard your words so clearly through the phone ,and obviously you were lying through your ear when you said you were going out with army friends.I only wanted to hear the truth ,and no you're not doing it.Honestly i know it's her birthday celebration .go ahead and don't tell me sorry again.. i doubt you will because i am not going to expose it to you.I would pretend to my heartest , i really will.No maybe i shouldn't..

Please stop misusing my soft-hearted nature and it's not helping .. if i keep forgiving , there's no point , you don't feel anything do you?but i feel .A drink 's gonna help now, to make the nightmares go away.


It does not mean i am right when i say something and it doesn't mean i am alright when i don't say anything.