is that all .. / 7:36 PM

Gotta minus 0.5 off my daily grade today because i forgot that there was the sling presentation today and i had to run home halfway to get change in formal attire.And for today i was really dressed down. Like i just woke up and only had my teeth brushed .I was late for UT and practically missed 10 mins off UT.Couldn't finish it in time and i left many questions undone.I felt useless today .Only happy that Kin Shen came in second for the competition , didn't help much at all .His efforts paid off .

Nothing much has really happened for the last several days.I could only remember burning midnight oil and restless mornings i wake up to .The worst thing is i think i am gonna be back in form only after a few more days to clock my body back .Couldn't have been more sure that more than a 100 of my hearts had been put in to complete the scrapbook.I watched every single day pass for two weeks.Finally i had an almost ideal scrapbook done and i don't want to believe it will become scrape-book in time.

I passed baby the book and the shirt yesterday.It's funny 6 days have to pass since our anniversary before i could even meet him.I rushed down after school, waited for him at his house .From five thirty on,six thirty came , and then eight thirty and finally he was back when he told me he would reach before six-thirty.Before he came home i quickly wrapped the box with all the newspaper i could see.I don't know for how many layers but while doing that i felt stupid again.Wrapping was hard but tearing it was easy..that was what i was thinking.

I swore that i saw gratitude in his eyes and i could see he was touched.For that i felt better but i know it's only gonna last for that moment.After which everything is gonna be back to normal.I am not really sure.And maybe i don't really want to know too.

Finally eighteen although i do not look my age .I am a miniature machine gun.can be real noisy and high at times.more to outdoors.

I am currently studying in Republic Poly and don't ask me why i ended up here.but afterall i have meet some great and fun friends here :) at times i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.I may view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes.
I feel short but i don't mind people disturbing me as long as it makes them happy haha.but still of course i still want to grow taller if you have any elixir please recommend to me .

Yeah one thing i dislike it when people take unnecessary plastic bags , please save the world and yourself by taking less of these and especially wooden chopsticks!!I like to observe people,just to study their behaviour to predict their next move :) but i am not psychotic !I just wish i could take up psychology
I am beginning to see this world to the best of my ability.
I am really trying to look at the bright side.


I truly like ballet,and somehow i always wish i could dance again but i know i can't afford to do that.
I like reading novels , so far the best must have been "The notebook ,Dear John and Where rainbows end" particularly from Nicholas Sparks and Cecelia Ahern.
for your information i really like eating cakes, those with heavy toppings of cream yum yum :p it has been rather long since i had them really often.

I can really laugh over the slightest thing when my laugh-o-meter goes extremely high .No need to describe how I am a really clumsy person and i trip over the weirdest things..




there's alot of things which i wish i could do , i wanna go up and float around on the hot air balloon and fly somewhere far for awhile

see you there at Bahamas!!

is that all .. / 7:36 PM

Gotta minus 0.5 off my daily grade today because i forgot that there was the sling presentation today and i had to run home halfway to get change in formal attire.And for today i was really dressed down. Like i just woke up and only had my teeth brushed .I was late for UT and practically missed 10 mins off UT.Couldn't finish it in time and i left many questions undone.I felt useless today .Only happy that Kin Shen came in second for the competition , didn't help much at all .His efforts paid off .

Nothing much has really happened for the last several days.I could only remember burning midnight oil and restless mornings i wake up to .The worst thing is i think i am gonna be back in form only after a few more days to clock my body back .Couldn't have been more sure that more than a 100 of my hearts had been put in to complete the scrapbook.I watched every single day pass for two weeks.Finally i had an almost ideal scrapbook done and i don't want to believe it will become scrape-book in time.

I passed baby the book and the shirt yesterday.It's funny 6 days have to pass since our anniversary before i could even meet him.I rushed down after school, waited for him at his house .From five thirty on,six thirty came , and then eight thirty and finally he was back when he told me he would reach before six-thirty.Before he came home i quickly wrapped the box with all the newspaper i could see.I don't know for how many layers but while doing that i felt stupid again.Wrapping was hard but tearing it was easy..that was what i was thinking.

I swore that i saw gratitude in his eyes and i could see he was touched.For that i felt better but i know it's only gonna last for that moment.After which everything is gonna be back to normal.I am not really sure.And maybe i don't really want to know too.