give a gift s* / 11:43 PM

I took a loan from Tracy just to buy two fred perry polo tee for the coming 2nd anniversary.I knew i wasn't going to meet bf but i still want it done before 4th of dec.I lied to bf and said that i there was a lingerie promotion at isetan and tracy and i wanted to get something.And i remembered the irritated and frustrated look on his face because he wanted to stay at home and he even persuaded me not to buy.Yeah in the end he was the one that sent me there.

The most vivid feeling was struggling within and taking everything into account.I am reminded of the laptop installments that i wouldn't be able to pay and phone bills as well as this month livelihood .All the thoughts that flushed through.I can't differentiate between the angel or devil whispering into my ears.I can't .I seem to know what's the best option but i chose the most dire one.I don't know what is right and wrong , what is should and shouldn't anymore.I promised myself that it would be the last time for so many times.

i am love struck , not until someone else comes and wakes me .

Finally eighteen although i do not look my age .I am a miniature machine gun.can be real noisy and high at times.more to outdoors.

I am currently studying in Republic Poly and don't ask me why i ended up here.but afterall i have meet some great and fun friends here :) at times i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.I may view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes.
I feel short but i don't mind people disturbing me as long as it makes them happy haha.but still of course i still want to grow taller if you have any elixir please recommend to me .

Yeah one thing i dislike it when people take unnecessary plastic bags , please save the world and yourself by taking less of these and especially wooden chopsticks!!I like to observe people,just to study their behaviour to predict their next move :) but i am not psychotic !I just wish i could take up psychology
I am beginning to see this world to the best of my ability.
I am really trying to look at the bright side.


I truly like ballet,and somehow i always wish i could dance again but i know i can't afford to do that.
I like reading novels , so far the best must have been "The notebook ,Dear John and Where rainbows end" particularly from Nicholas Sparks and Cecelia Ahern.
for your information i really like eating cakes, those with heavy toppings of cream yum yum :p it has been rather long since i had them really often.

I can really laugh over the slightest thing when my laugh-o-meter goes extremely high .No need to describe how I am a really clumsy person and i trip over the weirdest things..




there's alot of things which i wish i could do , i wanna go up and float around on the hot air balloon and fly somewhere far for awhile

see you there at Bahamas!!

give a gift s* / 11:43 PM

I took a loan from Tracy just to buy two fred perry polo tee for the coming 2nd anniversary.I knew i wasn't going to meet bf but i still want it done before 4th of dec.I lied to bf and said that i there was a lingerie promotion at isetan and tracy and i wanted to get something.And i remembered the irritated and frustrated look on his face because he wanted to stay at home and he even persuaded me not to buy.Yeah in the end he was the one that sent me there.

The most vivid feeling was struggling within and taking everything into account.I am reminded of the laptop installments that i wouldn't be able to pay and phone bills as well as this month livelihood .All the thoughts that flushed through.I can't differentiate between the angel or devil whispering into my ears.I can't .I seem to know what's the best option but i chose the most dire one.I don't know what is right and wrong , what is should and shouldn't anymore.I promised myself that it would be the last time for so many times.

i am love struck , not until someone else comes and wakes me .