You are at
Gonna look this way
Look at my heart again
Look at the mess I've got it in
I'm trying to trust in You
To know that you'll see me through
Through my pride
Through my shame
Into Your love
Into Your grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see Your face
And I'm running straight to You
Because
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
To break this division
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
Erase it and bring us together again
My life's like an open book
Nothing is hidden when you look
You break through my boundaries
Revealing my insecurities
But through my pride
And through my shame
You show me love
You show me grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see your face
And I'm running straight to you
Because
Here I am saying I need you
I know I need you
Here I am, I'm coming to meet you
Cause I want to see you
♠my taste of sunshine
A pair of spectacles
Manchester United jersey
Catch a ballet performance
Pointe shoes
Adidas Kenya Jacket
Singapore flyer
Superstar Virgo trip
Open a savings bank account
Powershot e1 !!
pitter patter
♠/ FLABBERGAST
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icons: threemoresteps
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16 November, 2008
penniless and half dead / 4:58 PM
I managed to convince myself to the hairdresser after tuition-ing.A straight cut for me for a few inches.Somehow my hair feels more manageable now. Last night was havoc.Double O was the key.It was a really painful one.My feet feels all sore now for those elephants that trampled over it and for the fact that i was wearing heels too.I like everything except the gropes from strangers and the suffocating and slimy room. I didn't wanted to go in the first place but i gave in to Cherryn's persuasion.Work was tiring enough,there's wasn't really much customers today but fatigue is still here due to the lack of sleep.& the persuasion was supposed to involve just the cab fare home and nothing else.It was one-4-one for safra card members,but we didn't manage to get in.Right' then we had to pay the entrances.George was caught up with another guy and she was suppose to share the cab fare back with me. I should have guess that i was going to pay the full price and journey home alone as well.It always happens."Once bitten and always bitten twice shy"!! There was a fight and i figured that the bouncer would be barren even with those deep frowning eyes.I went off first anyway and it was 3am when i stepped home.Mum was breathing down my neck when i woke up.Anyway my eyes are sourish thanks to the 24hr contact lens wearing last night and my nose feel heavily battered BIG TIME.The ball punch must have at least fractured half part of the bridge and i see blueblack :'( baby finally called , he says he's going for dinner and he will be flying back right after that.I feel like making a trip to the airport to wait for him .I am thinking of a perfect plan to sneak out,but i don't think i should do it :\ Why is the Singapore Sling thing tomorrow :( argh. Labels: double o, hair cut
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Finally eighteen although i do not look my age .I am a miniature machine gun.can be real noisy and high at times.more to outdoors.
I am currently studying in Republic Poly and don't ask me why i ended up here.but afterall i have meet some great and fun friends here :) at times i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.I may view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes. I feel short but i don't mind people disturbing me as long as it makes them happy haha.but still of course i still want to grow taller if you have any elixir please recommend to me .
Yeah one thing i dislike it when people take unnecessary plastic bags , please save the world and yourself by taking less of these and especially wooden chopsticks!!I like to observe people,just to study their behaviour to predict their next move :) but i am not psychotic !I just wish i could take up psychology I am beginning to see this world to the best of my ability. I am really trying to look at the bright side.
I truly like ballet,and somehow i always wish i could dance again but i know i can't afford to do that.
I like reading novels , so far the best must have been "The notebook ,Dear John and Where rainbows end" particularly from Nicholas Sparks and Cecelia Ahern. for your information i really like eating cakes, those with heavy toppings of cream yum yum :p it has been rather long since i had them really often.
I can really laugh over the slightest thing when my laugh-o-meter goes extremely high .No need to describe how I am a really clumsy person and i trip over the weirdest things..
there's alot of things which i wish i could do , i wanna go up and float around on the hot air balloon and fly somewhere far for awhile
see you there at Bahamas!!
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16 November, 2008
penniless and half dead / 4:58 PM
I managed to convince myself to the hairdresser after tuition-ing.A straight cut for me for a few inches.Somehow my hair feels more manageable now. Last night was havoc.Double O was the key.It was a really painful one.My feet feels all sore now for those elephants that trampled over it and for the fact that i was wearing heels too.I like everything except the gropes from strangers and the suffocating and slimy room. I didn't wanted to go in the first place but i gave in to Cherryn's persuasion.Work was tiring enough,there's wasn't really much customers today but fatigue is still here due to the lack of sleep.& the persuasion was supposed to involve just the cab fare home and nothing else.It was one-4-one for safra card members,but we didn't manage to get in.Right' then we had to pay the entrances.George was caught up with another guy and she was suppose to share the cab fare back with me. I should have guess that i was going to pay the full price and journey home alone as well.It always happens."Once bitten and always bitten twice shy"!! There was a fight and i figured that the bouncer would be barren even with those deep frowning eyes.I went off first anyway and it was 3am when i stepped home.Mum was breathing down my neck when i woke up.Anyway my eyes are sourish thanks to the 24hr contact lens wearing last night and my nose feel heavily battered BIG TIME.The ball punch must have at least fractured half part of the bridge and i see blueblack :'( baby finally called , he says he's going for dinner and he will be flying back right after that.I feel like making a trip to the airport to wait for him .I am thinking of a perfect plan to sneak out,but i don't think i should do it :\ Why is the Singapore Sling thing tomorrow :( argh. Labels: double o, hair cut
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