You are at
Gonna look this way
Look at my heart again
Look at the mess I've got it in
I'm trying to trust in You
To know that you'll see me through
Through my pride
Through my shame
Into Your love
Into Your grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see Your face
And I'm running straight to You
Because
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
To break this division
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
Erase it and bring us together again
My life's like an open book
Nothing is hidden when you look
You break through my boundaries
Revealing my insecurities
But through my pride
And through my shame
You show me love
You show me grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see your face
And I'm running straight to you
Because
Here I am saying I need you
I know I need you
Here I am, I'm coming to meet you
Cause I want to see you
♠my taste of sunshine
A pair of spectacles
Manchester United jersey
Catch a ballet performance
Pointe shoes
Adidas Kenya Jacket
Singapore flyer
Superstar Virgo trip
Open a savings bank account
Powershot e1 !!
pitter patter
♠/ FLABBERGAST
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icons: threemoresteps
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11 November, 2008
odd ball .not again / 11:42 PM
/have got a bad bad backache from last night. It feels as if my spine bones is throwing spears hard across to each other and i can't really stand upright .It strains and i feel sooooooo stift now ,imagine an eighty year old lady :( Haven't been getting any rightful sleep lately still , i keep getting up mysteriously before daylight breaks.Another minute to close my eyes and another to open them ,when a few hours passed like seconds :( why? Umm School.. haven't felt so awfully diligent for ages and today must have been one of those days.I couldn't believe my brain and eyes stayed glued to the calculations for so long from like 2nd break until 3rd meeting.Amazingly,I didn't want to give up to slack today despite wanting much toi think i had half my brain paralyzed already.Keep up the good job ! Emily came over just now ,we bought a cake and waited for the others to arrive for candles-blowing.Decided to celebrate Hui Jun's brithday in advance since she's working on her birthday.I ate a third of the cake ,they say i am the brithday girl instead.lol. It's the starting of the month s of birthdays,following the festive seasons that are coming one after another.I hope i do not miss out any of them. The heads of the house are back which means no big queenie size bed to jump on ,no starfish sleeping position.No pillow fortress aka Monster defender.I held my blankets and stuffs back to my constantly intruded room.Just ladders to climb up every night from now.again.But i am really glad to have them back ,i think mama & papa had great satisfaction :)
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Finally eighteen although i do not look my age .I am a miniature machine gun.can be real noisy and high at times.more to outdoors.
I am currently studying in Republic Poly and don't ask me why i ended up here.but afterall i have meet some great and fun friends here :) at times i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.I may view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes. I feel short but i don't mind people disturbing me as long as it makes them happy haha.but still of course i still want to grow taller if you have any elixir please recommend to me .
Yeah one thing i dislike it when people take unnecessary plastic bags , please save the world and yourself by taking less of these and especially wooden chopsticks!!I like to observe people,just to study their behaviour to predict their next move :) but i am not psychotic !I just wish i could take up psychology I am beginning to see this world to the best of my ability. I am really trying to look at the bright side.
I truly like ballet,and somehow i always wish i could dance again but i know i can't afford to do that.
I like reading novels , so far the best must have been "The notebook ,Dear John and Where rainbows end" particularly from Nicholas Sparks and Cecelia Ahern. for your information i really like eating cakes, those with heavy toppings of cream yum yum :p it has been rather long since i had them really often.
I can really laugh over the slightest thing when my laugh-o-meter goes extremely high .No need to describe how I am a really clumsy person and i trip over the weirdest things..
there's alot of things which i wish i could do , i wanna go up and float around on the hot air balloon and fly somewhere far for awhile
see you there at Bahamas!!
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11 November, 2008
odd ball .not again / 11:42 PM
/have got a bad bad backache from last night. It feels as if my spine bones is throwing spears hard across to each other and i can't really stand upright .It strains and i feel sooooooo stift now ,imagine an eighty year old lady :( Haven't been getting any rightful sleep lately still , i keep getting up mysteriously before daylight breaks.Another minute to close my eyes and another to open them ,when a few hours passed like seconds :( why? Umm School.. haven't felt so awfully diligent for ages and today must have been one of those days.I couldn't believe my brain and eyes stayed glued to the calculations for so long from like 2nd break until 3rd meeting.Amazingly,I didn't want to give up to slack today despite wanting much toi think i had half my brain paralyzed already.Keep up the good job ! Emily came over just now ,we bought a cake and waited for the others to arrive for candles-blowing.Decided to celebrate Hui Jun's brithday in advance since she's working on her birthday.I ate a third of the cake ,they say i am the brithday girl instead.lol. It's the starting of the month s of birthdays,following the festive seasons that are coming one after another.I hope i do not miss out any of them. The heads of the house are back which means no big queenie size bed to jump on ,no starfish sleeping position.No pillow fortress aka Monster defender.I held my blankets and stuffs back to my constantly intruded room.Just ladders to climb up every night from now.again.But i am really glad to have them back ,i think mama & papa had great satisfaction :)
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