You are at
Gonna look this way
Look at my heart again
Look at the mess I've got it in
I'm trying to trust in You
To know that you'll see me through
Through my pride
Through my shame
Into Your love
Into Your grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see Your face
And I'm running straight to You
Because
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
To break this division
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
Erase it and bring us together again
My life's like an open book
Nothing is hidden when you look
You break through my boundaries
Revealing my insecurities
But through my pride
And through my shame
You show me love
You show me grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see your face
And I'm running straight to you
Because
Here I am saying I need you
I know I need you
Here I am, I'm coming to meet you
Cause I want to see you
♠my taste of sunshine
A pair of spectacles
Manchester United jersey
Catch a ballet performance
Pointe shoes
Adidas Kenya Jacket
Singapore flyer
Superstar Virgo trip
Open a savings bank account
Powershot e1 !!
pitter patter
♠/ FLABBERGAST
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partofthecodes: detonatedlove
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images: moargh
textues: peachinparis
icons: threemoresteps
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17 November, 2008
NO WHERE* / 7:57 PM
GRACE ,YOU'RE SUCH A WIMP,WHY THE HELL ARE YOU WEEPING. AND DON'T THINK NOBODY KNOWS THAT .DON'T THINK THE BATHROOM WALLS HAVE NO EYES.DON'T THINK THE POTENT SHOWERHEADS CAN COVER YOUR SOBS.WILL YOU JUST STOP DELUDING YOURSELF,YOU KNOW VERY WELL THAT THE TEARS DOESN'T CAMOUFLAGE EVEN IN THE SHOWER..SO WHY?DO YOU REMEMBER THE SLEEPLESS NIGHTS FOR THE PAST WEEKS BECAUSE YOU MISS HIM SO MUCH AND NOW THAT HE IS BACK YOU HOLD IN YOUR TORTISE HEAD AND SHIVER..WHY CAN'T YOU JUST INFLATE YOUR BIG AIR HEAD AND STOP ACTING LIKE ONE. WHY ARE YOU IN DOUBT, WON'T YOU JUST SWEEP THE QUESTION MARKS AWAY,BECAUSE YOU CAN BE SURE NOBODY WILL BE ABLE TO DO THAT.YOU CAN'T RUN AWAY IN THIS REALISTIC WORLD..YOU CAN TRY BAWLING IF YOU WANT.BUT NO. YOU WANT NO ONE TO KNOW.BUT SEE BUG WHAT ARE YOU DOING NOW. YOU 'RE CONTRADICTING YOURSELF AGAIN. IT DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING WHEN THINGS DON'T APPEAR THE WAY YOU EXPECT THEM TO BE. CAN YOU JUST KILL YOUR BRAIN AND START BELIEVING THAT WHAT YOU SEE DOESN'T NECESSARILY MEAN WHAT YOU GET.AND WHAT YOU HEAR ISN'T WHAT WAS MEANT.OH NO ITS JUST GONNA BE A FULL CIRCLE AGAIN.. YOU WANT PEOPLE TO LISTEN. THEY LISTEN BUT ITS NOT ENOUGH. ITS NEVER ENOUGH. NOBODY REALLY DOES UNDERSTAND.EACH TIME YOU PULL YOURSELF UP ONLY TO HAVE YOURSELF SMASHED AGAIN .YES, KEEP IT COMING.YOU'RE FIGHTING YOURSELF AGAIN.WHO THE HELL ARE YOU ,PLS GO AWAY.I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR WATERY EYES .GET A HOLD OF YOURSELF.. YOU'RE GONNA PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER AND YOU'RE GONNA BEAT THIS :'( Labels: *
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Finally eighteen although i do not look my age .I am a miniature machine gun.can be real noisy and high at times.more to outdoors.
I am currently studying in Republic Poly and don't ask me why i ended up here.but afterall i have meet some great and fun friends here :) at times i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.I may view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes. I feel short but i don't mind people disturbing me as long as it makes them happy haha.but still of course i still want to grow taller if you have any elixir please recommend to me .
Yeah one thing i dislike it when people take unnecessary plastic bags , please save the world and yourself by taking less of these and especially wooden chopsticks!!I like to observe people,just to study their behaviour to predict their next move :) but i am not psychotic !I just wish i could take up psychology I am beginning to see this world to the best of my ability. I am really trying to look at the bright side.
I truly like ballet,and somehow i always wish i could dance again but i know i can't afford to do that.
I like reading novels , so far the best must have been "The notebook ,Dear John and Where rainbows end" particularly from Nicholas Sparks and Cecelia Ahern. for your information i really like eating cakes, those with heavy toppings of cream yum yum :p it has been rather long since i had them really often.
I can really laugh over the slightest thing when my laugh-o-meter goes extremely high .No need to describe how I am a really clumsy person and i trip over the weirdest things..
there's alot of things which i wish i could do , i wanna go up and float around on the hot air balloon and fly somewhere far for awhile
see you there at Bahamas!!
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17 November, 2008
NO WHERE* / 7:57 PM
GRACE ,YOU'RE SUCH A WIMP,WHY THE HELL ARE YOU WEEPING. AND DON'T THINK NOBODY KNOWS THAT .DON'T THINK THE BATHROOM WALLS HAVE NO EYES.DON'T THINK THE POTENT SHOWERHEADS CAN COVER YOUR SOBS.WILL YOU JUST STOP DELUDING YOURSELF,YOU KNOW VERY WELL THAT THE TEARS DOESN'T CAMOUFLAGE EVEN IN THE SHOWER..SO WHY?DO YOU REMEMBER THE SLEEPLESS NIGHTS FOR THE PAST WEEKS BECAUSE YOU MISS HIM SO MUCH AND NOW THAT HE IS BACK YOU HOLD IN YOUR TORTISE HEAD AND SHIVER..WHY CAN'T YOU JUST INFLATE YOUR BIG AIR HEAD AND STOP ACTING LIKE ONE. WHY ARE YOU IN DOUBT, WON'T YOU JUST SWEEP THE QUESTION MARKS AWAY,BECAUSE YOU CAN BE SURE NOBODY WILL BE ABLE TO DO THAT.YOU CAN'T RUN AWAY IN THIS REALISTIC WORLD..YOU CAN TRY BAWLING IF YOU WANT.BUT NO. YOU WANT NO ONE TO KNOW.BUT SEE BUG WHAT ARE YOU DOING NOW. YOU 'RE CONTRADICTING YOURSELF AGAIN. IT DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING WHEN THINGS DON'T APPEAR THE WAY YOU EXPECT THEM TO BE. CAN YOU JUST KILL YOUR BRAIN AND START BELIEVING THAT WHAT YOU SEE DOESN'T NECESSARILY MEAN WHAT YOU GET.AND WHAT YOU HEAR ISN'T WHAT WAS MEANT.OH NO ITS JUST GONNA BE A FULL CIRCLE AGAIN.. YOU WANT PEOPLE TO LISTEN. THEY LISTEN BUT ITS NOT ENOUGH. ITS NEVER ENOUGH. NOBODY REALLY DOES UNDERSTAND.EACH TIME YOU PULL YOURSELF UP ONLY TO HAVE YOURSELF SMASHED AGAIN .YES, KEEP IT COMING.YOU'RE FIGHTING YOURSELF AGAIN.WHO THE HELL ARE YOU ,PLS GO AWAY.I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR WATERY EYES .GET A HOLD OF YOURSELF.. YOU'RE GONNA PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER AND YOU'RE GONNA BEAT THIS :'( Labels: *
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