I am learning this. / 10:41 PM

I learn the importance of being advertent.In work and feeding my papa's fishes today.

None of my brothers did just that when I asked so it ended up with me feeeding the pet fishes.The fish tanks light are fused and I did the silliest thing to make sure the fishes see light.I switch on the kitchen lights instead.

I proceeded with the food and was so eager to watch them bite ,but they weren't moving at all .I begin to tap and knock very vigorously on the tank.No reaction.

So i picked up the small net and sway it to and fro it through the water to wake them.Motion finally !! They were finally moving and i tried to make them see their "breakfast,lunch and dinner" but they weren't paying attention.The clothes hanging above must have covered the light ,so i held up my hands with the (AH-CHANG) straight up to hold away the clothes.It was ultra exertion and i was constantly changing hands .lol and i think this phrase below sounds really true.

"Effort is only effort when it begins to hurt." [Ortega y Gasset, 1949]

I didn't want to give up plus the seemingly miserable number of fishes in the tank is pathetic enough,i don't want them to die from hunger.I think it's a truly funny observation if anyone was to see me behaving in that manner.How i tried to get the attention of the fishes and they finally realised my good intentions.haha..and i really feel silly and stupid after that ,over fishes!But its nice watching them feed.

a motivated day at work.Everything was smooth except that i started and ended work at both sevens*,cash matters again.They are the cause of my headaches.This time the $100 which was missing was actually in the hands of my rider who punched out and rushed to another job without returning the float and the best part was he did not write inside the file when he took the money .& so i completely had no idea where the money went .After searching profusely for hours ,I decided to pay out from my own pocket instead although i was very much reluctant :(

Karen told me not to,and the very next minute Nasir came running to me telling me that the rider wants to claim his docket and the float is still with him.Thank God.

I wouldn't imagine how i am going to be able to get baby the anniversary present if i were to pay up :}

Today work really killed my legs , my calves feel looped around a one tonne weight and the sole is giving way.It's like my ligaments are burning on charcoal , slowly and painfully :'(

you are the reason that keeps me awake and the reason i go to sleep every night,you really are.

Finally eighteen although i do not look my age .I am a miniature machine gun.can be real noisy and high at times.more to outdoors.

I am currently studying in Republic Poly and don't ask me why i ended up here.but afterall i have meet some great and fun friends here :) at times i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.I may view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes.
I feel short but i don't mind people disturbing me as long as it makes them happy haha.but still of course i still want to grow taller if you have any elixir please recommend to me .

Yeah one thing i dislike it when people take unnecessary plastic bags , please save the world and yourself by taking less of these and especially wooden chopsticks!!I like to observe people,just to study their behaviour to predict their next move :) but i am not psychotic !I just wish i could take up psychology
I am beginning to see this world to the best of my ability.
I am really trying to look at the bright side.


I truly like ballet,and somehow i always wish i could dance again but i know i can't afford to do that.
I like reading novels , so far the best must have been "The notebook ,Dear John and Where rainbows end" particularly from Nicholas Sparks and Cecelia Ahern.
for your information i really like eating cakes, those with heavy toppings of cream yum yum :p it has been rather long since i had them really often.

I can really laugh over the slightest thing when my laugh-o-meter goes extremely high .No need to describe how I am a really clumsy person and i trip over the weirdest things..




there's alot of things which i wish i could do , i wanna go up and float around on the hot air balloon and fly somewhere far for awhile

see you there at Bahamas!!

I am learning this. / 10:41 PM

I learn the importance of being advertent.In work and feeding my papa's fishes today.

None of my brothers did just that when I asked so it ended up with me feeeding the pet fishes.The fish tanks light are fused and I did the silliest thing to make sure the fishes see light.I switch on the kitchen lights instead.

I proceeded with the food and was so eager to watch them bite ,but they weren't moving at all .I begin to tap and knock very vigorously on the tank.No reaction.

So i picked up the small net and sway it to and fro it through the water to wake them.Motion finally !! They were finally moving and i tried to make them see their "breakfast,lunch and dinner" but they weren't paying attention.The clothes hanging above must have covered the light ,so i held up my hands with the (AH-CHANG) straight up to hold away the clothes.It was ultra exertion and i was constantly changing hands .lol and i think this phrase below sounds really true.

"Effort is only effort when it begins to hurt." [Ortega y Gasset, 1949]

I didn't want to give up plus the seemingly miserable number of fishes in the tank is pathetic enough,i don't want them to die from hunger.I think it's a truly funny observation if anyone was to see me behaving in that manner.How i tried to get the attention of the fishes and they finally realised my good intentions.haha..and i really feel silly and stupid after that ,over fishes!But its nice watching them feed.

a motivated day at work.Everything was smooth except that i started and ended work at both sevens*,cash matters again.They are the cause of my headaches.This time the $100 which was missing was actually in the hands of my rider who punched out and rushed to another job without returning the float and the best part was he did not write inside the file when he took the money .& so i completely had no idea where the money went .After searching profusely for hours ,I decided to pay out from my own pocket instead although i was very much reluctant :(

Karen told me not to,and the very next minute Nasir came running to me telling me that the rider wants to claim his docket and the float is still with him.Thank God.

I wouldn't imagine how i am going to be able to get baby the anniversary present if i were to pay up :}

Today work really killed my legs , my calves feel looped around a one tonne weight and the sole is giving way.It's like my ligaments are burning on charcoal , slowly and painfully :'(

you are the reason that keeps me awake and the reason i go to sleep every night,you really are.