You are at
Gonna look this way
Look at my heart again
Look at the mess I've got it in
I'm trying to trust in You
To know that you'll see me through
Through my pride
Through my shame
Into Your love
Into Your grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see Your face
And I'm running straight to You
Because
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
To break this division
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
Erase it and bring us together again
My life's like an open book
Nothing is hidden when you look
You break through my boundaries
Revealing my insecurities
But through my pride
And through my shame
You show me love
You show me grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see your face
And I'm running straight to you
Because
Here I am saying I need you
I know I need you
Here I am, I'm coming to meet you
Cause I want to see you
♠my taste of sunshine
A pair of spectacles
Manchester United jersey
Catch a ballet performance
Pointe shoes
Adidas Kenya Jacket
Singapore flyer
Superstar Virgo trip
Open a savings bank account
Powershot e1 !!
pitter patter
♠/ FLABBERGAST
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16 November, 2008
Good old memories / 11:21 PM
All my brothers are going to go for holidays together to Malaysia next month.I wouldn't be able to make it since there's no holidays for me and after all i wondered what would it be to travel with four guys.HAHA. Over dinner just now we talked about the places in Malaysia that ma and pa used to bring me ,kwong wen and pung wen to when we were younger.I really cherish those times and I could still remember the small details although it's becoming blurry.I wish i could rewind time back sometimes.Even in Papa's lao-ya car we could still manage to travel through many parts of malaysia.With the clothes pegged onto the half rolled down windows, fluttering through the wind.& i would always be holding on to my pink shirt snoopy as i looked at the scenary .that was so long ago ... Anyway Big brother and fourth brother didn't join us today. It's 2nd brother's treat today , i think it's because of his brithday tomorrow.mmm..I am wondering about what to get.Anyway I think they must have been shocked when they saw me eat two bowls of rice.The curry fish head was nice and when my rice gets alot of gravy ,it makes my appetite :) After which walked over to Hui Jun's house .Hui Shan wanted to play majong ,and we went ahead.LOL.When three newbies come together they come up with their own set of rules and regulations of the game,they become slowpokes.We took the tiles from the wrong side, argued a long time to even start a single round. Lasted for an hour plus before we finally decided to stop.I was mentally prepared to lose this 1-hour game at first and it was really astonishing to find out that the overall winner was me!! yay ( winnings of one dollar ) which i am jolly well gonna feed it to the piggy bank. I am scared ..of unfathomable tomorrows ,unreasonable quarrels,of you,of me .I wish they don't come back with you.but it's impossible.
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Finally eighteen although i do not look my age .I am a miniature machine gun.can be real noisy and high at times.more to outdoors.
I am currently studying in Republic Poly and don't ask me why i ended up here.but afterall i have meet some great and fun friends here :) at times i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.I may view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes. I feel short but i don't mind people disturbing me as long as it makes them happy haha.but still of course i still want to grow taller if you have any elixir please recommend to me .
Yeah one thing i dislike it when people take unnecessary plastic bags , please save the world and yourself by taking less of these and especially wooden chopsticks!!I like to observe people,just to study their behaviour to predict their next move :) but i am not psychotic !I just wish i could take up psychology I am beginning to see this world to the best of my ability. I am really trying to look at the bright side.
I truly like ballet,and somehow i always wish i could dance again but i know i can't afford to do that.
I like reading novels , so far the best must have been "The notebook ,Dear John and Where rainbows end" particularly from Nicholas Sparks and Cecelia Ahern. for your information i really like eating cakes, those with heavy toppings of cream yum yum :p it has been rather long since i had them really often.
I can really laugh over the slightest thing when my laugh-o-meter goes extremely high .No need to describe how I am a really clumsy person and i trip over the weirdest things..
there's alot of things which i wish i could do , i wanna go up and float around on the hot air balloon and fly somewhere far for awhile
see you there at Bahamas!!
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16 November, 2008
Good old memories / 11:21 PM
All my brothers are going to go for holidays together to Malaysia next month.I wouldn't be able to make it since there's no holidays for me and after all i wondered what would it be to travel with four guys.HAHA. Over dinner just now we talked about the places in Malaysia that ma and pa used to bring me ,kwong wen and pung wen to when we were younger.I really cherish those times and I could still remember the small details although it's becoming blurry.I wish i could rewind time back sometimes.Even in Papa's lao-ya car we could still manage to travel through many parts of malaysia.With the clothes pegged onto the half rolled down windows, fluttering through the wind.& i would always be holding on to my pink shirt snoopy as i looked at the scenary .that was so long ago ... Anyway Big brother and fourth brother didn't join us today. It's 2nd brother's treat today , i think it's because of his brithday tomorrow.mmm..I am wondering about what to get.Anyway I think they must have been shocked when they saw me eat two bowls of rice.The curry fish head was nice and when my rice gets alot of gravy ,it makes my appetite :) After which walked over to Hui Jun's house .Hui Shan wanted to play majong ,and we went ahead.LOL.When three newbies come together they come up with their own set of rules and regulations of the game,they become slowpokes.We took the tiles from the wrong side, argued a long time to even start a single round. Lasted for an hour plus before we finally decided to stop.I was mentally prepared to lose this 1-hour game at first and it was really astonishing to find out that the overall winner was me!! yay ( winnings of one dollar ) which i am jolly well gonna feed it to the piggy bank. I am scared ..of unfathomable tomorrows ,unreasonable quarrels,of you,of me .I wish they don't come back with you.but it's impossible.
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