You are at
Gonna look this way
Look at my heart again
Look at the mess I've got it in
I'm trying to trust in You
To know that you'll see me through
Through my pride
Through my shame
Into Your love
Into Your grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see Your face
And I'm running straight to You
Because
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
To break this division
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
Erase it and bring us together again
My life's like an open book
Nothing is hidden when you look
You break through my boundaries
Revealing my insecurities
But through my pride
And through my shame
You show me love
You show me grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see your face
And I'm running straight to you
Because
Here I am saying I need you
I know I need you
Here I am, I'm coming to meet you
Cause I want to see you
♠my taste of sunshine
A pair of spectacles
Manchester United jersey
Catch a ballet performance
Pointe shoes
Adidas Kenya Jacket
Singapore flyer
Superstar Virgo trip
Open a savings bank account
Powershot e1 !!
pitter patter
♠/ FLABBERGAST
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icons: threemoresteps
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05 October, 2008
white lies ; / 11:50 PM
 I read the same reply ; sorry was what was written.I don't know whats the point of being so forgiving but i can't help it . At the same time i wrestle with the thought of replying and what to .I can't ignore like you do .I can only admit that i am born with a heart made all spongey :( You did not have to lie in the first place , you made everything seem like a made up play.Doing so , you are only rocking my legs again.These three days that went by , been wanting to forget everything and start afresh .I want to cherish you and forget the world ,your wrongs , my wrongs and our wrongs.I reflected and curb the small unnecessary quarrels.I tried to move away from the picture but you bring me back now. Your words for the day are so properly laid out until you spill the beans out while talking to your platoon sergeant. When i woke up in the morning you had already began with your first lie .. one lie just leads to another.I feel so stupid whenever i think of the events today ,i see a fool in me. You had me around your fingertips , i thought you weren't feeling well which was the reason you slept for such a long period but it doesn't appear as it is.I watched you from twelve ..and you never know my gastric works up and i always have a hard time waking you up.When i was back from tuition you were still lying there .I really had no idea what was with the lie , was it me ?Maybe i should talk to my mind again. The thought of whether there were more to just this ..it keeps coming..
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Finally eighteen although i do not look my age .I am a miniature machine gun.can be real noisy and high at times.more to outdoors.
I am currently studying in Republic Poly and don't ask me why i ended up here.but afterall i have meet some great and fun friends here :) at times i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.I may view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes. I feel short but i don't mind people disturbing me as long as it makes them happy haha.but still of course i still want to grow taller if you have any elixir please recommend to me .
Yeah one thing i dislike it when people take unnecessary plastic bags , please save the world and yourself by taking less of these and especially wooden chopsticks!!I like to observe people,just to study their behaviour to predict their next move :) but i am not psychotic !I just wish i could take up psychology I am beginning to see this world to the best of my ability. I am really trying to look at the bright side.
I truly like ballet,and somehow i always wish i could dance again but i know i can't afford to do that.
I like reading novels , so far the best must have been "The notebook ,Dear John and Where rainbows end" particularly from Nicholas Sparks and Cecelia Ahern. for your information i really like eating cakes, those with heavy toppings of cream yum yum :p it has been rather long since i had them really often.
I can really laugh over the slightest thing when my laugh-o-meter goes extremely high .No need to describe how I am a really clumsy person and i trip over the weirdest things..
there's alot of things which i wish i could do , i wanna go up and float around on the hot air balloon and fly somewhere far for awhile
see you there at Bahamas!!
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05 October, 2008
white lies ; / 11:50 PM
 I read the same reply ; sorry was what was written.I don't know whats the point of being so forgiving but i can't help it . At the same time i wrestle with the thought of replying and what to .I can't ignore like you do .I can only admit that i am born with a heart made all spongey :( You did not have to lie in the first place , you made everything seem like a made up play.Doing so , you are only rocking my legs again.These three days that went by , been wanting to forget everything and start afresh .I want to cherish you and forget the world ,your wrongs , my wrongs and our wrongs.I reflected and curb the small unnecessary quarrels.I tried to move away from the picture but you bring me back now. Your words for the day are so properly laid out until you spill the beans out while talking to your platoon sergeant. When i woke up in the morning you had already began with your first lie .. one lie just leads to another.I feel so stupid whenever i think of the events today ,i see a fool in me. You had me around your fingertips , i thought you weren't feeling well which was the reason you slept for such a long period but it doesn't appear as it is.I watched you from twelve ..and you never know my gastric works up and i always have a hard time waking you up.When i was back from tuition you were still lying there .I really had no idea what was with the lie , was it me ?Maybe i should talk to my mind again. The thought of whether there were more to just this ..it keeps coming..
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