You are at
Gonna look this way
Look at my heart again
Look at the mess I've got it in
I'm trying to trust in You
To know that you'll see me through
Through my pride
Through my shame
Into Your love
Into Your grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see Your face
And I'm running straight to You
Because
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
To break this division
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
Erase it and bring us together again
My life's like an open book
Nothing is hidden when you look
You break through my boundaries
Revealing my insecurities
But through my pride
And through my shame
You show me love
You show me grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see your face
And I'm running straight to you
Because
Here I am saying I need you
I know I need you
Here I am, I'm coming to meet you
Cause I want to see you
♠my taste of sunshine
A pair of spectacles
Manchester United jersey
Catch a ballet performance
Pointe shoes
Adidas Kenya Jacket
Singapore flyer
Superstar Virgo trip
Open a savings bank account
Powershot e1 !!
pitter patter
♠/ FLABBERGAST
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12 October, 2008
stupefy with liquor. / 10:05 PM
Last night i was wasted ,totally wasted.I was having a freaking headache when i woke up and i finally had a taste of hangover.I gulped down too much beer within my body's time frame .i wish i hadn't gone there.i wan't in a bad mood at all ,probably just a whiff of disappointment when i saw baby smoking .i went too fast and when the kick came ,my head was spinning like i was on a carousel moving at a speed of 120km. It was weird.. was still drinking outside the chalet listening to Jenny's experiences in the hospital back then.. then i thought i was supposed to make instant noodles for Tracy and Cl ,the next minute i found myself lying on the bed beside baby.The trips i made outside to puke was countless .The pain in the head was freaking tormenting. I was still nauseous and this green liquid with foam was all i see after the beer was cleared from my body .I think i was deeply intoxicated by alchohol .When noon came ,i felt so weak and i couldn't pull myself to stand straight at all . finally decided to leave Sentosa to see a doctor.I could not keep up with the vomitting motion anymore , whatever i ate or drank comes out again from the same passage and even my nose!! :( you don't want to imagine porridge coming out from your nose right after you eat it,i could almost taste it . too much of binge drinking , i am staying clear of alcohol for the time being. Ps. Ostrich boy,i am really touched to the marrow and it's more than words to define how touched i was.Despite feeling all sick,i am really happy that you stayed by my side.Thanks for the small efforts that you made ,the ribena that you bought for me ,for getting your dad to fetch us to the doctor and sending me as a whole back home.and staying for awhile with me although you were busy watching High stake pokers .I promised i want to watch it with you,b&s when you booked out this week okay ?The concern you showed was more than enough for me for now :) I should get ready to rest now , want to recover quickly so we can have sakae this friday :) Labels: :) with you
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Finally eighteen although i do not look my age .I am a miniature machine gun.can be real noisy and high at times.more to outdoors.
I am currently studying in Republic Poly and don't ask me why i ended up here.but afterall i have meet some great and fun friends here :) at times i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.I may view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes. I feel short but i don't mind people disturbing me as long as it makes them happy haha.but still of course i still want to grow taller if you have any elixir please recommend to me .
Yeah one thing i dislike it when people take unnecessary plastic bags , please save the world and yourself by taking less of these and especially wooden chopsticks!!I like to observe people,just to study their behaviour to predict their next move :) but i am not psychotic !I just wish i could take up psychology I am beginning to see this world to the best of my ability. I am really trying to look at the bright side.
I truly like ballet,and somehow i always wish i could dance again but i know i can't afford to do that.
I like reading novels , so far the best must have been "The notebook ,Dear John and Where rainbows end" particularly from Nicholas Sparks and Cecelia Ahern. for your information i really like eating cakes, those with heavy toppings of cream yum yum :p it has been rather long since i had them really often.
I can really laugh over the slightest thing when my laugh-o-meter goes extremely high .No need to describe how I am a really clumsy person and i trip over the weirdest things..
there's alot of things which i wish i could do , i wanna go up and float around on the hot air balloon and fly somewhere far for awhile
see you there at Bahamas!!
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12 October, 2008
stupefy with liquor. / 10:05 PM
Last night i was wasted ,totally wasted.I was having a freaking headache when i woke up and i finally had a taste of hangover.I gulped down too much beer within my body's time frame .i wish i hadn't gone there.i wan't in a bad mood at all ,probably just a whiff of disappointment when i saw baby smoking .i went too fast and when the kick came ,my head was spinning like i was on a carousel moving at a speed of 120km. It was weird.. was still drinking outside the chalet listening to Jenny's experiences in the hospital back then.. then i thought i was supposed to make instant noodles for Tracy and Cl ,the next minute i found myself lying on the bed beside baby.The trips i made outside to puke was countless .The pain in the head was freaking tormenting. I was still nauseous and this green liquid with foam was all i see after the beer was cleared from my body .I think i was deeply intoxicated by alchohol .When noon came ,i felt so weak and i couldn't pull myself to stand straight at all . finally decided to leave Sentosa to see a doctor.I could not keep up with the vomitting motion anymore , whatever i ate or drank comes out again from the same passage and even my nose!! :( you don't want to imagine porridge coming out from your nose right after you eat it,i could almost taste it . too much of binge drinking , i am staying clear of alcohol for the time being. Ps. Ostrich boy,i am really touched to the marrow and it's more than words to define how touched i was.Despite feeling all sick,i am really happy that you stayed by my side.Thanks for the small efforts that you made ,the ribena that you bought for me ,for getting your dad to fetch us to the doctor and sending me as a whole back home.and staying for awhile with me although you were busy watching High stake pokers .I promised i want to watch it with you,b&s when you booked out this week okay ?The concern you showed was more than enough for me for now :) I should get ready to rest now , want to recover quickly so we can have sakae this friday :) Labels: :) with you
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