You are at
Gonna look this way
Look at my heart again
Look at the mess I've got it in
I'm trying to trust in You
To know that you'll see me through
Through my pride
Through my shame
Into Your love
Into Your grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see Your face
And I'm running straight to You
Because
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
To break this division
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
Erase it and bring us together again
My life's like an open book
Nothing is hidden when you look
You break through my boundaries
Revealing my insecurities
But through my pride
And through my shame
You show me love
You show me grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see your face
And I'm running straight to you
Because
Here I am saying I need you
I know I need you
Here I am, I'm coming to meet you
Cause I want to see you
♠my taste of sunshine
A pair of spectacles
Manchester United jersey
Catch a ballet performance
Pointe shoes
Adidas Kenya Jacket
Singapore flyer
Superstar Virgo trip
Open a savings bank account
Powershot e1 !!
pitter patter
♠/ FLABBERGAST
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15 June, 2008
who would treasure all these? * / 10:32 AM
I am right beside him ,when i start to wonder whether looking at him sleeping is the best comfort i can find now. I wonder whether the "everything is ok" face that i put on everytime i leave my house is worth it all.Mum say that my house is a hotel for me and i am never a day home.They have never tried to understand me ,or had i went overboard?I feel like i haven't done anything right for the past few years.Here i am doing so much for this guy and there my family is against everything i do.But i refuse to let myself get stuck in between and sometimes maybe its too much to take.Maybe i am just plain naive to do all these things. Sacrifices that he will never see in my eyes.His happy-go-lucky nature ,and i hope he always remain this way although i don't feel good at all .And i guess this is life , there are times you can choose but there are also times where events control the road that you walk. my eyes are stinging and i just feel like listening to braveheart now. Does anybody know this feeling of despair When you really love someone When You really care it's hard to walk away When I really wanna stay with you Does anybody know it tears you up inside When you tried to decide Between what's wrong and right Gotta know for sure That my love aint coming back no more
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Finally eighteen although i do not look my age .I am a miniature machine gun.can be real noisy and high at times.more to outdoors.
I am currently studying in Republic Poly and don't ask me why i ended up here.but afterall i have meet some great and fun friends here :) at times i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.I may view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes. I feel short but i don't mind people disturbing me as long as it makes them happy haha.but still of course i still want to grow taller if you have any elixir please recommend to me .
Yeah one thing i dislike it when people take unnecessary plastic bags , please save the world and yourself by taking less of these and especially wooden chopsticks!!I like to observe people,just to study their behaviour to predict their next move :) but i am not psychotic !I just wish i could take up psychology I am beginning to see this world to the best of my ability. I am really trying to look at the bright side.
I truly like ballet,and somehow i always wish i could dance again but i know i can't afford to do that.
I like reading novels , so far the best must have been "The notebook ,Dear John and Where rainbows end" particularly from Nicholas Sparks and Cecelia Ahern. for your information i really like eating cakes, those with heavy toppings of cream yum yum :p it has been rather long since i had them really often.
I can really laugh over the slightest thing when my laugh-o-meter goes extremely high .No need to describe how I am a really clumsy person and i trip over the weirdest things..
there's alot of things which i wish i could do , i wanna go up and float around on the hot air balloon and fly somewhere far for awhile
see you there at Bahamas!!
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15 June, 2008
who would treasure all these? * / 10:32 AM
I am right beside him ,when i start to wonder whether looking at him sleeping is the best comfort i can find now. I wonder whether the "everything is ok" face that i put on everytime i leave my house is worth it all.Mum say that my house is a hotel for me and i am never a day home.They have never tried to understand me ,or had i went overboard?I feel like i haven't done anything right for the past few years.Here i am doing so much for this guy and there my family is against everything i do.But i refuse to let myself get stuck in between and sometimes maybe its too much to take.Maybe i am just plain naive to do all these things. Sacrifices that he will never see in my eyes.His happy-go-lucky nature ,and i hope he always remain this way although i don't feel good at all .And i guess this is life , there are times you can choose but there are also times where events control the road that you walk. my eyes are stinging and i just feel like listening to braveheart now. Does anybody know this feeling of despair When you really love someone When You really care it's hard to walk away When I really wanna stay with you Does anybody know it tears you up inside When you tried to decide Between what's wrong and right Gotta know for sure That my love aint coming back no more
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