You are at
Gonna look this way
Look at my heart again
Look at the mess I've got it in
I'm trying to trust in You
To know that you'll see me through
Through my pride
Through my shame
Into Your love
Into Your grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see Your face
And I'm running straight to You
Because
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
To break this division
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
Erase it and bring us together again
My life's like an open book
Nothing is hidden when you look
You break through my boundaries
Revealing my insecurities
But through my pride
And through my shame
You show me love
You show me grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see your face
And I'm running straight to you
Because
Here I am saying I need you
I know I need you
Here I am, I'm coming to meet you
Cause I want to see you
♠my taste of sunshine
A pair of spectacles
Manchester United jersey
Catch a ballet performance
Pointe shoes
Adidas Kenya Jacket
Singapore flyer
Superstar Virgo trip
Open a savings bank account
Powershot e1 !!
pitter patter
♠/ FLABBERGAST
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08 September, 2008
seize the day / 10:13 PM
 the rain is here again .i can hear the wind blowing against the window.Heavy rain with lighting flashes are all i see outside my window.The weather was just fine when i was on my way home,another sudden change in weather. Instead of school today i decided to change my route,to meet him straight away instead.This time i cherished every minute that went by . First thing after we got out of bed was lunch then we went to NTUC to get some food because he wanted to bring them back into his camp.This time the receipt showed $46 plus dollars we were damn shocked.Haha ,and then after calculating the price he told me this is how NTUC make you think that you are saving but actually you are spending mroe unnecessary money. Watched some hong kong dramas with him ,then we watched God of Gamblers on crunchyroll and then the time came when ... baby had to book in :( the sulky mask that wrapped my face everytime we had to part came again.Sometimes i wish i was able to wave him goodbye together with a smile.After seeing him board the cab , i took a bus ride home .. The old memories began to play like a flimstrip throughout the journey .I remembered what i thought i might have forgotten.I think i had almost gotten used to taking the bus alone without you. i miss the times you sent me home through bus rides. Those times that we will make a wish when the number on the ticket sum up to 21.It might sound silly, without any sense but with you it seems like the right thing to do somehow. The causes of this must have been time shortage,changed times & different feelings... nevertheless , i am satisfied :) cause i would rather spend my whole life pretending, then to forget you for one whole minute.Labels: love you
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Finally eighteen although i do not look my age .I am a miniature machine gun.can be real noisy and high at times.more to outdoors.
I am currently studying in Republic Poly and don't ask me why i ended up here.but afterall i have meet some great and fun friends here :) at times i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.I may view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes. I feel short but i don't mind people disturbing me as long as it makes them happy haha.but still of course i still want to grow taller if you have any elixir please recommend to me .
Yeah one thing i dislike it when people take unnecessary plastic bags , please save the world and yourself by taking less of these and especially wooden chopsticks!!I like to observe people,just to study their behaviour to predict their next move :) but i am not psychotic !I just wish i could take up psychology I am beginning to see this world to the best of my ability. I am really trying to look at the bright side.
I truly like ballet,and somehow i always wish i could dance again but i know i can't afford to do that.
I like reading novels , so far the best must have been "The notebook ,Dear John and Where rainbows end" particularly from Nicholas Sparks and Cecelia Ahern. for your information i really like eating cakes, those with heavy toppings of cream yum yum :p it has been rather long since i had them really often.
I can really laugh over the slightest thing when my laugh-o-meter goes extremely high .No need to describe how I am a really clumsy person and i trip over the weirdest things..
there's alot of things which i wish i could do , i wanna go up and float around on the hot air balloon and fly somewhere far for awhile
see you there at Bahamas!!
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08 September, 2008
seize the day / 10:13 PM
 the rain is here again .i can hear the wind blowing against the window.Heavy rain with lighting flashes are all i see outside my window.The weather was just fine when i was on my way home,another sudden change in weather. Instead of school today i decided to change my route,to meet him straight away instead.This time i cherished every minute that went by . First thing after we got out of bed was lunch then we went to NTUC to get some food because he wanted to bring them back into his camp.This time the receipt showed $46 plus dollars we were damn shocked.Haha ,and then after calculating the price he told me this is how NTUC make you think that you are saving but actually you are spending mroe unnecessary money. Watched some hong kong dramas with him ,then we watched God of Gamblers on crunchyroll and then the time came when ... baby had to book in :( the sulky mask that wrapped my face everytime we had to part came again.Sometimes i wish i was able to wave him goodbye together with a smile.After seeing him board the cab , i took a bus ride home .. The old memories began to play like a flimstrip throughout the journey .I remembered what i thought i might have forgotten.I think i had almost gotten used to taking the bus alone without you. i miss the times you sent me home through bus rides. Those times that we will make a wish when the number on the ticket sum up to 21.It might sound silly, without any sense but with you it seems like the right thing to do somehow. The causes of this must have been time shortage,changed times & different feelings... nevertheless , i am satisfied :) cause i would rather spend my whole life pretending, then to forget you for one whole minute.Labels: love you
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