Look at my heart again
Look at the mess I've got it in
I'm trying to trust in You
To know that you'll see me through
Through my pride
Through my shame
Into Your love
Into Your grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see Your face
And I'm running straight to You
Because
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
To break this division
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
Erase it and bring us together again
My life's like an open book
Nothing is hidden when you look
You break through my boundaries
Revealing my insecurities
But through my pride
And through my shame
You show me love
You show me grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see your face
And I'm running straight to you
Because
Here I am saying I need you
I know I need you
Here I am, I'm coming to meet you
Cause I want to see you
♠my taste of sunshine
A pair of spectacles
Manchester United jersey
Catch a ballet performance
Pointe shoes
Adidas Kenya Jacket
Singapore flyer
Superstar Virgo trip
Open a savings bank account
Powershot e1 !!
I guess there's no meaning for sorry anymore. The times i have heard it has defeated or maybe said change the purpose of it.Sorry i presume was just a word to tell another party that i would not do it again for the time being but never i will not do it again.
I wonder if i did the right thing again to go to Chit Loong's house when you asked me to.Just when i thought i was feeling better on my way back home .When i realised that the PSP was out of battery i began to think otherwise.Thoughts of whether you really wanted to accompany me overcome me .Was it because of the flat psp which brought me back to square one again.I don't know why i am feeling this way ,foolish ?
Do you ever want to know why or even wonder why i always shake my head and refuse to say anything when you ask me what happen to me?I don't even know how important it is for you to know .Because i don't know whether i even have the rights to feel angry or sad . It matters to me whether i would offend you and make you feel bad. I can't even affirm myself that anything will change .
I feel like nothing to you and the biggest hurdle is me , myself.
Life is full of ups and downs , the distance feels further.But when it is heading for the ground , there's nothing more painful than to let your feelings take you down.
When would this feeling go away? Why can i always encourage others ,able to get those words out but never myself ? How did i even manage to convince myself ,swallow my pride and tears?
Everything I tried to remember to say Just went out my head So I'am doing the best I can to get you to understand
I want to feel like me again.I am sorry.
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Finally eighteen although i do not look my age .I am a miniature machine gun.can be real noisy and high at times.more to outdoors.
I am currently studying in Republic Poly and don't ask me why i ended up here.but afterall i have meet some great and fun friends here :) at times i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.I may view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes. I feel short but i don't mind people disturbing me as long as it makes them happy haha.but still of course i still want to grow taller if you have any elixir please recommend to me .
Yeah one thing i dislike it when people take unnecessary plastic bags , please save the world and yourself by taking less of these and especially wooden chopsticks!!I like to observe people,just to study their behaviour to predict their next move :) but i am not psychotic !I just wish i could take up psychology I am beginning to see this world to the best of my ability. I am really trying to look at the bright side.
I truly like ballet,and somehow i always wish i could dance again but i know i can't afford to do that.
I like reading novels , so far the best must have been "The notebook ,Dear John and Where rainbows end" particularly from Nicholas Sparks and Cecelia Ahern. for your information i really like eating cakes, those with heavy toppings of cream yum yum :p it has been rather long since i had them really often.
I can really laugh over the slightest thing when my laugh-o-meter goes extremely high .No need to describe how I am a really clumsy person and i trip over the weirdest things..
there's alot of things which i wish i could do , i wanna go up and float around on the hot air balloon and fly somewhere far for awhile
I guess there's no meaning for sorry anymore. The times i have heard it has defeated or maybe said change the purpose of it.Sorry i presume was just a word to tell another party that i would not do it again for the time being but never i will not do it again.
I wonder if i did the right thing again to go to Chit Loong's house when you asked me to.Just when i thought i was feeling better on my way back home .When i realised that the PSP was out of battery i began to think otherwise.Thoughts of whether you really wanted to accompany me overcome me .Was it because of the flat psp which brought me back to square one again.I don't know why i am feeling this way ,foolish ?
Do you ever want to know why or even wonder why i always shake my head and refuse to say anything when you ask me what happen to me?I don't even know how important it is for you to know .Because i don't know whether i even have the rights to feel angry or sad . It matters to me whether i would offend you and make you feel bad. I can't even affirm myself that anything will change .
I feel like nothing to you and the biggest hurdle is me , myself.
Life is full of ups and downs , the distance feels further.But when it is heading for the ground , there's nothing more painful than to let your feelings take you down.
When would this feeling go away? Why can i always encourage others ,able to get those words out but never myself ? How did i even manage to convince myself ,swallow my pride and tears?
Everything I tried to remember to say Just went out my head So I'am doing the best I can to get you to understand
