Look at my heart again
Look at the mess I've got it in
I'm trying to trust in You
To know that you'll see me through
Through my pride
Through my shame
Into Your love
Into Your grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see Your face
And I'm running straight to You
Because
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
To break this division
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
Erase it and bring us together again
My life's like an open book
Nothing is hidden when you look
You break through my boundaries
Revealing my insecurities
But through my pride
And through my shame
You show me love
You show me grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see your face
And I'm running straight to you
Because
Here I am saying I need you
I know I need you
Here I am, I'm coming to meet you
Cause I want to see you
♠my taste of sunshine
A pair of spectacles
Manchester United jersey
Catch a ballet performance
Pointe shoes
Adidas Kenya Jacket
Singapore flyer
Superstar Virgo trip
Open a savings bank account
Powershot e1 !!
It has been days since i last updated my blog , solely because i went to my ideal chalet 3d2n at my haven.
Although i made this promise on his last birthday ,that i would be there with him , the one by his side to blow out the candles when the clock strike twelve.I couldn't but i guess as long as he is happy i shouldn't feel any sadder ..
and so i tell myself to smile :)
On the night of 17th i managed to sneak into St James with the help of Tracy and guys.And i really appreciate them for getting me in by hook or by crook .I couldn't imagine myself sitting outside Powerstation for the whole night until he got home. I really had fun with them, seeing Tracy letting her hair down and everyone so happy.I love the spanish band and all.
The only thing i hate was the Caucasian who came near me.
And then when it was around 4am i saw him outside St James ,he looked double T to me ,tipsy and tired .We went back together where i finally gave him his present , i don't think i need to elaborate on this because i will never forget it.When the video couldn't be played at all ,and how i managed to run it smoothly .
And if there's one such a day that i got struck by the Alzheimer's disease i hope you would be there to tell me the littlest thing you could remember.
Day 2 : I am glad that my handphone was alright , and i can't describe how scared i was at that moment when i saw my phone being soak in sprite and when it never seem to get started on the main screen when i turned it on.Thank God.
The face of you smiling couldn't be describe with a hundred thousand words , the happiness i saw in your eyes when you got the camera from your poly friends :) and i feel really happy for you , and i really really do .
I hope that was your best birthday you ever had , and i hope i contributed to your smile somehow :)
Happy 21st birthday !!
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Finally eighteen although i do not look my age .I am a miniature machine gun.can be real noisy and high at times.more to outdoors.
I am currently studying in Republic Poly and don't ask me why i ended up here.but afterall i have meet some great and fun friends here :) at times i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.I may view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes. I feel short but i don't mind people disturbing me as long as it makes them happy haha.but still of course i still want to grow taller if you have any elixir please recommend to me .
Yeah one thing i dislike it when people take unnecessary plastic bags , please save the world and yourself by taking less of these and especially wooden chopsticks!!I like to observe people,just to study their behaviour to predict their next move :) but i am not psychotic !I just wish i could take up psychology I am beginning to see this world to the best of my ability. I am really trying to look at the bright side.
I truly like ballet,and somehow i always wish i could dance again but i know i can't afford to do that.
I like reading novels , so far the best must have been "The notebook ,Dear John and Where rainbows end" particularly from Nicholas Sparks and Cecelia Ahern. for your information i really like eating cakes, those with heavy toppings of cream yum yum :p it has been rather long since i had them really often.
I can really laugh over the slightest thing when my laugh-o-meter goes extremely high .No need to describe how I am a really clumsy person and i trip over the weirdest things..
there's alot of things which i wish i could do , i wanna go up and float around on the hot air balloon and fly somewhere far for awhile
It has been days since i last updated my blog , solely because i went to my ideal chalet 3d2n at my haven.
Although i made this promise on his last birthday ,that i would be there with him , the one by his side to blow out the candles when the clock strike twelve.I couldn't but i guess as long as he is happy i shouldn't feel any sadder ..
and so i tell myself to smile :)
On the night of 17th i managed to sneak into St James with the help of Tracy and guys.And i really appreciate them for getting me in by hook or by crook .I couldn't imagine myself sitting outside Powerstation for the whole night until he got home. I really had fun with them, seeing Tracy letting her hair down and everyone so happy.I love the spanish band and all.
The only thing i hate was the Caucasian who came near me.
And then when it was around 4am i saw him outside St James ,he looked double T to me ,tipsy and tired .We went back together where i finally gave him his present , i don't think i need to elaborate on this because i will never forget it.When the video couldn't be played at all ,and how i managed to run it smoothly .
And if there's one such a day that i got struck by the Alzheimer's disease i hope you would be there to tell me the littlest thing you could remember.
Day 2 : I am glad that my handphone was alright , and i can't describe how scared i was at that moment when i saw my phone being soak in sprite and when it never seem to get started on the main screen when i turned it on.Thank God.
The face of you smiling couldn't be describe with a hundred thousand words , the happiness i saw in your eyes when you got the camera from your poly friends :) and i feel really happy for you , and i really really do .
I hope that was your best birthday you ever had , and i hope i contributed to your smile somehow :)
