Look at my heart again
Look at the mess I've got it in
I'm trying to trust in You
To know that you'll see me through
Through my pride
Through my shame
Into Your love
Into Your grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see Your face
And I'm running straight to You
Because
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
To break this division
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
Erase it and bring us together again
My life's like an open book
Nothing is hidden when you look
You break through my boundaries
Revealing my insecurities
But through my pride
And through my shame
You show me love
You show me grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see your face
And I'm running straight to you
Because
Here I am saying I need you
I know I need you
Here I am, I'm coming to meet you
Cause I want to see you
♠my taste of sunshine
A pair of spectacles
Manchester United jersey
Catch a ballet performance
Pointe shoes
Adidas Kenya Jacket
Singapore flyer
Superstar Virgo trip
Open a savings bank account
Powershot e1 !!
Just this morning when i came over ,i was feeling so much better.When we actually went to downtown east for sushi ,played dota at elias mall and hang around for a while at the fitness corner .Cheering for you to jump over 215cm for the SBJ...
When i thought everything is better ,that macdonald notebook that i stumbled upon on your living room table.I saw the matches that you gamble on.Other then scribbles of scores of various soccer matches ,i saw something which threw an invisible attack on my heart.
Somehow it's like my six sense on the guess was right.After asking your mum how to pronounce the three characters and that it was Jessica's chinese name,my mind became blank for almost a minute .I could only stare and try to bring my thoughts back together. Flipping through , almost every page that the scores applied to ,had her name , some page mine,hers and yours.
This took me back to 2 years back when you told me how you actually told me about how you felt about me.It really kept me thinking otherwise ,I couldn't seem to collect myself up at all
I really don't know which way to think ,it really contradicts the post that i put up yesterday.Am i trying to prove myself wrong ?I don't think i can continue to act just the opposite anymore,what's the point in lying to myself or keeping sweet nothings like they were sincere for me.
At least now i can say she has never left his heart since 2 and a half year ago.Or maybe she was the one that is mentally etched in his memory but i am just playing the physical part..
When your dad drove you back to camp ,those funny faces you made.It really trapped me especially when i actually lip read the three words that came out of your mouth.I don't know where you are driving me to.Are you lying to yourself or me now?
It is really so hard to believe i am actually muffling with a cheerful tone while talking over to you on the phone.I don't know why i ain't confronting you.I really just feel like screaming into my pillow now. Have a good cry and wake up thinking it's another nightmare.
I can be torn but not over and over again. I really need another body to breathe in now,i am going to suffocate in my current state if so...
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Finally eighteen although i do not look my age .I am a miniature machine gun.can be real noisy and high at times.more to outdoors.
I am currently studying in Republic Poly and don't ask me why i ended up here.but afterall i have meet some great and fun friends here :) at times i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.I may view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes. I feel short but i don't mind people disturbing me as long as it makes them happy haha.but still of course i still want to grow taller if you have any elixir please recommend to me .
Yeah one thing i dislike it when people take unnecessary plastic bags , please save the world and yourself by taking less of these and especially wooden chopsticks!!I like to observe people,just to study their behaviour to predict their next move :) but i am not psychotic !I just wish i could take up psychology I am beginning to see this world to the best of my ability. I am really trying to look at the bright side.
I truly like ballet,and somehow i always wish i could dance again but i know i can't afford to do that.
I like reading novels , so far the best must have been "The notebook ,Dear John and Where rainbows end" particularly from Nicholas Sparks and Cecelia Ahern. for your information i really like eating cakes, those with heavy toppings of cream yum yum :p it has been rather long since i had them really often.
I can really laugh over the slightest thing when my laugh-o-meter goes extremely high .No need to describe how I am a really clumsy person and i trip over the weirdest things..
there's alot of things which i wish i could do , i wanna go up and float around on the hot air balloon and fly somewhere far for awhile
Just this morning when i came over ,i was feeling so much better.When we actually went to downtown east for sushi ,played dota at elias mall and hang around for a while at the fitness corner .Cheering for you to jump over 215cm for the SBJ...
When i thought everything is better ,that macdonald notebook that i stumbled upon on your living room table.I saw the matches that you gamble on.Other then scribbles of scores of various soccer matches ,i saw something which threw an invisible attack on my heart.
Somehow it's like my six sense on the guess was right.After asking your mum how to pronounce the three characters and that it was Jessica's chinese name,my mind became blank for almost a minute .I could only stare and try to bring my thoughts back together. Flipping through , almost every page that the scores applied to ,had her name , some page mine,hers and yours.
This took me back to 2 years back when you told me how you actually told me about how you felt about me.It really kept me thinking otherwise ,I couldn't seem to collect myself up at all
I really don't know which way to think ,it really contradicts the post that i put up yesterday.Am i trying to prove myself wrong ?I don't think i can continue to act just the opposite anymore,what's the point in lying to myself or keeping sweet nothings like they were sincere for me.
At least now i can say she has never left his heart since 2 and a half year ago.Or maybe she was the one that is mentally etched in his memory but i am just playing the physical part..
When your dad drove you back to camp ,those funny faces you made.It really trapped me especially when i actually lip read the three words that came out of your mouth.I don't know where you are driving me to.Are you lying to yourself or me now?
It is really so hard to believe i am actually muffling with a cheerful tone while talking over to you on the phone.I don't know why i ain't confronting you.I really just feel like screaming into my pillow now. Have a good cry and wake up thinking it's another nightmare.
I can be torn but not over and over again. I really need another body to breathe in now,i am going to suffocate in my current state if so...
