Look at my heart again
Look at the mess I've got it in
I'm trying to trust in You
To know that you'll see me through
Through my pride
Through my shame
Into Your love
Into Your grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see Your face
And I'm running straight to You
Because
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
To break this division
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
Erase it and bring us together again
My life's like an open book
Nothing is hidden when you look
You break through my boundaries
Revealing my insecurities
But through my pride
And through my shame
You show me love
You show me grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see your face
And I'm running straight to you
Because
Here I am saying I need you
I know I need you
Here I am, I'm coming to meet you
Cause I want to see you
♠my taste of sunshine
A pair of spectacles
Manchester United jersey
Catch a ballet performance
Pointe shoes
Adidas Kenya Jacket
Singapore flyer
Superstar Virgo trip
Open a savings bank account
Powershot e1 !!
Just staring at my laptop screen just makes me want to cry.
School didn't get me anywhere it didn't help me to get better or occupied at all.That got me into trouble,caught by the security guard and receiving an offence letter.The can of Red bull trying to wash my hands with it,it did help get rid of it but end of the day the DM was on MC.
To be exact i think i wasted my time and my life ever since i passed my 15th birthday.I did things that i shouldn't have, i indulged in things that wasn't doing any good to me.Just because i am so regularly affected by the affairs of my heart,i think i am such a letdown.an airhead who should have just been blown up.
The injuries i had ,the dry ice burn on my upper thigh ,the reward i got from knocking on those doors that ignored me ;blue black all over my knuckles and also my palm.
Ahhhh so many scars.I am eager for the day that i can actually take a break .I think i need a vacation.
Anyway i din't went to work today , even if i did i don't think i was in the best of mood to be smiling while getting doors slam at me or unanswered.I went down to DR8 with Tracy and Cl.I drank beer although i hate it because particularly it makes me bloated. Giddy and sleepy.I wasn't in the mood to sing today either.
I had'nt eat anything for the whole day except drinking a packet of soybean and grassjelly drink.I think i am feeling hungry for tomorrow already.
If you are reading this Azlan,thanks for the tags and what you told me just now,I am really touched :)
turn off the light for me .
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Finally eighteen although i do not look my age .I am a miniature machine gun.can be real noisy and high at times.more to outdoors.
I am currently studying in Republic Poly and don't ask me why i ended up here.but afterall i have meet some great and fun friends here :) at times i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.I may view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes. I feel short but i don't mind people disturbing me as long as it makes them happy haha.but still of course i still want to grow taller if you have any elixir please recommend to me .
Yeah one thing i dislike it when people take unnecessary plastic bags , please save the world and yourself by taking less of these and especially wooden chopsticks!!I like to observe people,just to study their behaviour to predict their next move :) but i am not psychotic !I just wish i could take up psychology I am beginning to see this world to the best of my ability. I am really trying to look at the bright side.
I truly like ballet,and somehow i always wish i could dance again but i know i can't afford to do that.
I like reading novels , so far the best must have been "The notebook ,Dear John and Where rainbows end" particularly from Nicholas Sparks and Cecelia Ahern. for your information i really like eating cakes, those with heavy toppings of cream yum yum :p it has been rather long since i had them really often.
I can really laugh over the slightest thing when my laugh-o-meter goes extremely high .No need to describe how I am a really clumsy person and i trip over the weirdest things..
there's alot of things which i wish i could do , i wanna go up and float around on the hot air balloon and fly somewhere far for awhile
Just staring at my laptop screen just makes me want to cry.
School didn't get me anywhere it didn't help me to get better or occupied at all.That got me into trouble,caught by the security guard and receiving an offence letter.The can of Red bull trying to wash my hands with it,it did help get rid of it but end of the day the DM was on MC.
To be exact i think i wasted my time and my life ever since i passed my 15th birthday.I did things that i shouldn't have, i indulged in things that wasn't doing any good to me.Just because i am so regularly affected by the affairs of my heart,i think i am such a letdown.an airhead who should have just been blown up.
The injuries i had ,the dry ice burn on my upper thigh ,the reward i got from knocking on those doors that ignored me ;blue black all over my knuckles and also my palm.
Ahhhh so many scars.I am eager for the day that i can actually take a break .I think i need a vacation.
Anyway i din't went to work today , even if i did i don't think i was in the best of mood to be smiling while getting doors slam at me or unanswered.I went down to DR8 with Tracy and Cl.I drank beer although i hate it because particularly it makes me bloated. Giddy and sleepy.I wasn't in the mood to sing today either.
I had'nt eat anything for the whole day except drinking a packet of soybean and grassjelly drink.I think i am feeling hungry for tomorrow already.
If you are reading this Azlan,thanks for the tags and what you told me just now,I am really touched :)
