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You are at
Gonna look this way
Look at my heart again
Look at the mess I've got it in
I'm trying to trust in You
To know that you'll see me through
Through my pride
Through my shame
Into Your love
Into Your grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see Your face
And I'm running straight to You
Because
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
To break this division
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
Erase it and bring us together again
My life's like an open book
Nothing is hidden when you look
You break through my boundaries
Revealing my insecurities
But through my pride
And through my shame
You show me love
You show me grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see your face
And I'm running straight to you
Because
Here I am saying I need you
I know I need you
Here I am, I'm coming to meet you
Cause I want to see you
♠my taste of sunshine
A pair of spectacles
Manchester United jersey
Catch a ballet performance
Pointe shoes
Adidas Kenya Jacket
Singapore flyer
Superstar Virgo trip
Open a savings bank account
Powershot e1 !!
pitter patter
♠/ FLABBERGAST
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partofthecodes: detonatedlove
brushes:jc.net
images: moargh
textues: peachinparis
icons: threemoresteps
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24 March, 2008
for better or worst ...* / 11:24 PM
 I am sorry for making a scene to SAFRA ,for sulking and my ignorance ,letting you make a fool of yourself.I know i am blowing up your brain at the same time.I find it very hard to look at you and explain my anger because sometimes i think it is obvious that you have at least some idea why i was angry in the first place. I guess what makes me sad when you keep repeating the same old things .It really just make me want to ignore you when you tried to cheer me up. I've always felt you know what you did.I always thought you know you do things that made me upset and then come making up to me.Not until today after clarifying did i know that you have no idea at all.The days that we wasted quarreling away ,the times that make me sad.The image is this, with you getting pissed off trying to figure out what you have done wrong but at the same time trying to cheer me,me ignoring you thinking you were guilty and trying to cheer me up. Should i be laughing over this or feeling stupid all over again or did we somehow had our communication cut off on our way. & I finally had the guts to tell you how i feel about that.It really put me on the spot for a time considered long enough and i don't think you know i feel trapped.I might be a bit late in saying it but i did the right thing to my own principle.Despite anything else i feel scared and threatened, I don't want to be setting a time bomb on our relationship.I really hope you understand because this really took a lot of determination to begin and to stop.I don't want you to misunderstood my meaning too , but i have to tell you i have to restrain myself too sometimes. Because i love you . Labels: love collides
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Finally eighteen although i do not look my age .I am a miniature machine gun.can be real noisy and high at times.more to outdoors.
I am currently studying in Republic Poly and don't ask me why i ended up here.but afterall i have meet some great and fun friends here :) at times i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.I may view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes. I feel short but i don't mind people disturbing me as long as it makes them happy haha.but still of course i still want to grow taller if you have any elixir please recommend to me .
Yeah one thing i dislike it when people take unnecessary plastic bags , please save the world and yourself by taking less of these and especially wooden chopsticks!!I like to observe people,just to study their behaviour to predict their next move :) but i am not psychotic !I just wish i could take up psychology I am beginning to see this world to the best of my ability. I am really trying to look at the bright side.
I truly like ballet,and somehow i always wish i could dance again but i know i can't afford to do that.
I like reading novels , so far the best must have been "The notebook ,Dear John and Where rainbows end" particularly from Nicholas Sparks and Cecelia Ahern. for your information i really like eating cakes, those with heavy toppings of cream yum yum :p it has been rather long since i had them really often.
I can really laugh over the slightest thing when my laugh-o-meter goes extremely high .No need to describe how I am a really clumsy person and i trip over the weirdest things..
there's alot of things which i wish i could do , i wanna go up and float around on the hot air balloon and fly somewhere far for awhile
see you there at Bahamas!!
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24 March, 2008
for better or worst ...* / 11:24 PM
 I am sorry for making a scene to SAFRA ,for sulking and my ignorance ,letting you make a fool of yourself.I know i am blowing up your brain at the same time.I find it very hard to look at you and explain my anger because sometimes i think it is obvious that you have at least some idea why i was angry in the first place. I guess what makes me sad when you keep repeating the same old things .It really just make me want to ignore you when you tried to cheer me up. I've always felt you know what you did.I always thought you know you do things that made me upset and then come making up to me.Not until today after clarifying did i know that you have no idea at all.The days that we wasted quarreling away ,the times that make me sad.The image is this, with you getting pissed off trying to figure out what you have done wrong but at the same time trying to cheer me,me ignoring you thinking you were guilty and trying to cheer me up. Should i be laughing over this or feeling stupid all over again or did we somehow had our communication cut off on our way. & I finally had the guts to tell you how i feel about that.It really put me on the spot for a time considered long enough and i don't think you know i feel trapped.I might be a bit late in saying it but i did the right thing to my own principle.Despite anything else i feel scared and threatened, I don't want to be setting a time bomb on our relationship.I really hope you understand because this really took a lot of determination to begin and to stop.I don't want you to misunderstood my meaning too , but i have to tell you i have to restrain myself too sometimes. Because i love you . Labels: love collides
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