eight nine ten / 10:40 PM

Thursday i had food poisoning after working WALLS.I threw up at least 4 times and visited the toilet countless times.I still haven recovered instead i think i spread these contagious viruses to two other people.Totally fluid is coming out , has been coming out through my mouth too.
Though i wasn't feeling well ,I enjoyed the feeling of him by my side although i was so jealous when we ate our food.Mine was consistently plain stuff while he had western food and everything nice :( hmph.

8 , 9 and 10 was my so called-chalet.We went down to Dr8 for Anna's birthday for the first day and then i spent the rest of the 2 days staying at his house.While i spent most of the time resting ,he spend the rest of the time watching tv,on the betting website and playing dota.

Once again we din't read the book.The thing is i spend most of my time lying on the bed complaining about the pain.Hahas and sleeping with strawberie.

I can feel everything becoming better these few days ,it has been ages since i really could swear that i wasn't faking my own face thinking i was happy to anybody else.This insecurity that had been going on for who knows how long,I really can't just tell anyone how relieved i feel now.

When you said you would be a better then now person that day,I never expected much because it has always been words and empty promises that you tell me every now and then.These which i can only considered them just like temporary pills of consolements ,they can just keep my heart looking forward and when the excitement fades we are once again back to the first square.But this time i guess you really mean it cause i am really beginning to see a different approach in you.

Thanks because I don't know how to describe and express this feeling of happiness , and i really only want to share it with you.


There's so much more than we can see

Finally eighteen although i do not look my age .I am a miniature machine gun.can be real noisy and high at times.more to outdoors.

I am currently studying in Republic Poly and don't ask me why i ended up here.but afterall i have meet some great and fun friends here :) at times i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.I may view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes.
I feel short but i don't mind people disturbing me as long as it makes them happy haha.but still of course i still want to grow taller if you have any elixir please recommend to me .

Yeah one thing i dislike it when people take unnecessary plastic bags , please save the world and yourself by taking less of these and especially wooden chopsticks!!I like to observe people,just to study their behaviour to predict their next move :) but i am not psychotic !I just wish i could take up psychology
I am beginning to see this world to the best of my ability.
I am really trying to look at the bright side.


I truly like ballet,and somehow i always wish i could dance again but i know i can't afford to do that.
I like reading novels , so far the best must have been "The notebook ,Dear John and Where rainbows end" particularly from Nicholas Sparks and Cecelia Ahern.
for your information i really like eating cakes, those with heavy toppings of cream yum yum :p it has been rather long since i had them really often.

I can really laugh over the slightest thing when my laugh-o-meter goes extremely high .No need to describe how I am a really clumsy person and i trip over the weirdest things..




there's alot of things which i wish i could do , i wanna go up and float around on the hot air balloon and fly somewhere far for awhile

see you there at Bahamas!!

eight nine ten / 10:40 PM

Thursday i had food poisoning after working WALLS.I threw up at least 4 times and visited the toilet countless times.I still haven recovered instead i think i spread these contagious viruses to two other people.Totally fluid is coming out , has been coming out through my mouth too.
Though i wasn't feeling well ,I enjoyed the feeling of him by my side although i was so jealous when we ate our food.Mine was consistently plain stuff while he had western food and everything nice :( hmph.

8 , 9 and 10 was my so called-chalet.We went down to Dr8 for Anna's birthday for the first day and then i spent the rest of the 2 days staying at his house.While i spent most of the time resting ,he spend the rest of the time watching tv,on the betting website and playing dota.

Once again we din't read the book.The thing is i spend most of my time lying on the bed complaining about the pain.Hahas and sleeping with strawberie.

I can feel everything becoming better these few days ,it has been ages since i really could swear that i wasn't faking my own face thinking i was happy to anybody else.This insecurity that had been going on for who knows how long,I really can't just tell anyone how relieved i feel now.

When you said you would be a better then now person that day,I never expected much because it has always been words and empty promises that you tell me every now and then.These which i can only considered them just like temporary pills of consolements ,they can just keep my heart looking forward and when the excitement fades we are once again back to the first square.But this time i guess you really mean it cause i am really beginning to see a different approach in you.

Thanks because I don't know how to describe and express this feeling of happiness , and i really only want to share it with you.


There's so much more than we can see