Think positive * / 11:58 PM

I must have hit right on my stress-full ENOUGH-FOR-NOW button.With only two ears and one brain to absorb all advices i can, but here i am, getting no where.Here goes my family each with different opinions of what i should do.

When i finally thought through the whole of yesterday night of how interested i might be in designing animation and how interesting it would be to learn a new skill.But the fun and excitement that began to set in were soon sent out by all of your voices.I can't even hear my inner voice now that it is muffled by others.I don't know what i want now , what to do.

This online appeal thing is really getting on me ,now that i have applied DAE and i just realised that they won't accept those who already hold a position in any polytechnic.I can't reject my current course online , and seeing that there is only two working days to do so.Without even knowing whether yesterday should be counted as one working day and today as another one,I really have no idea what to do.
I am really exhausted from working and stressing my damn brain.

I am so scared now ,i don't know maybe this is over reacting and yet when i hope i could find encouragement and strength in you .You did perk me up but your very last sentence made me really very upset.So actually ,me being so frustrated is making you frustrated as well .I thought you would be the one telling me everything is gonna be alright but i guess the most you could do was raise your voice a little and showed me how irritated you were too . It really hurt ,and now i just want to say good night.

& just like the title , think positive.Maybe i shouldn't even be here kicking a fuss up.

Finally eighteen although i do not look my age .I am a miniature machine gun.can be real noisy and high at times.more to outdoors.

I am currently studying in Republic Poly and don't ask me why i ended up here.but afterall i have meet some great and fun friends here :) at times i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.I may view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes.
I feel short but i don't mind people disturbing me as long as it makes them happy haha.but still of course i still want to grow taller if you have any elixir please recommend to me .

Yeah one thing i dislike it when people take unnecessary plastic bags , please save the world and yourself by taking less of these and especially wooden chopsticks!!I like to observe people,just to study their behaviour to predict their next move :) but i am not psychotic !I just wish i could take up psychology
I am beginning to see this world to the best of my ability.
I am really trying to look at the bright side.


I truly like ballet,and somehow i always wish i could dance again but i know i can't afford to do that.
I like reading novels , so far the best must have been "The notebook ,Dear John and Where rainbows end" particularly from Nicholas Sparks and Cecelia Ahern.
for your information i really like eating cakes, those with heavy toppings of cream yum yum :p it has been rather long since i had them really often.

I can really laugh over the slightest thing when my laugh-o-meter goes extremely high .No need to describe how I am a really clumsy person and i trip over the weirdest things..




there's alot of things which i wish i could do , i wanna go up and float around on the hot air balloon and fly somewhere far for awhile

see you there at Bahamas!!

Think positive * / 11:58 PM

I must have hit right on my stress-full ENOUGH-FOR-NOW button.With only two ears and one brain to absorb all advices i can, but here i am, getting no where.Here goes my family each with different opinions of what i should do.

When i finally thought through the whole of yesterday night of how interested i might be in designing animation and how interesting it would be to learn a new skill.But the fun and excitement that began to set in were soon sent out by all of your voices.I can't even hear my inner voice now that it is muffled by others.I don't know what i want now , what to do.

This online appeal thing is really getting on me ,now that i have applied DAE and i just realised that they won't accept those who already hold a position in any polytechnic.I can't reject my current course online , and seeing that there is only two working days to do so.Without even knowing whether yesterday should be counted as one working day and today as another one,I really have no idea what to do.
I am really exhausted from working and stressing my damn brain.

I am so scared now ,i don't know maybe this is over reacting and yet when i hope i could find encouragement and strength in you .You did perk me up but your very last sentence made me really very upset.So actually ,me being so frustrated is making you frustrated as well .I thought you would be the one telling me everything is gonna be alright but i guess the most you could do was raise your voice a little and showed me how irritated you were too . It really hurt ,and now i just want to say good night.

& just like the title , think positive.Maybe i shouldn't even be here kicking a fuss up.