Look at my heart again
Look at the mess I've got it in
I'm trying to trust in You
To know that you'll see me through
Through my pride
Through my shame
Into Your love
Into Your grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see Your face
And I'm running straight to You
Because
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
To break this division
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
Erase it and bring us together again
My life's like an open book
Nothing is hidden when you look
You break through my boundaries
Revealing my insecurities
But through my pride
And through my shame
You show me love
You show me grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see your face
And I'm running straight to you
Because
Here I am saying I need you
I know I need you
Here I am, I'm coming to meet you
Cause I want to see you
♠my taste of sunshine
A pair of spectacles
Manchester United jersey
Catch a ballet performance
Pointe shoes
Adidas Kenya Jacket
Singapore flyer
Superstar Virgo trip
Open a savings bank account
Powershot e1 !!
I just had a relaxing shower after he send me home.I played the "My love will get you home " song for him on the ride home.I did consider school today but my alarm clock died on me.
It has been quite some time since we talked like that .I realised that i never once manage to control the trembles and sadness.When you told me about the guilt you felt and how sorry you were ,everything becomes dilemma.I don't know whether my tears earlier came in fear of losing you or did i hear love mocking at me?
When you told me you wanted us to have our own life ,do our own things.Maybe you did not understood one thing, that before we got to know each other what I had was my friends and i chose you over my friends .I wanted to be the girl that you will never forget for this entire life .I tried be there for you when ever you wanted me to be .I guess it slowly became a way that i was obstructing your life because it has occurred to you that i had become someone with legs glued by your side.
Were you choosing your friends over me , because you know i will always be here by your side ?What if i wasn't there one day ?
The one thing i knew was that it isn't your fault but mine.I always tell myself that i had to do better, that i was not being good enough .It breaks me down just to realise that while i am trying my hardest as a gf, it's pressurizing you at the same time . Is love a chess board?
When i have to rack your head,think of a certain move but in the end there's only one winner?I feel as if i am losing my focus.
Was i wrong all the while? Because where we are today was build up by my past doings.There a lot of things that i regretted doing deep down, but i know i can't wind time back. The only thing i could seek was to find a win-win solution but how can i when different people have different perspective?
I am sorry , i will try to change if it means keeping you with me.
God , why is the future so bleak ?
Will you still stay with me ? I love you so much ...
1 Corinthians 13:4-8 4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Finally eighteen although i do not look my age .I am a miniature machine gun.can be real noisy and high at times.more to outdoors.
I am currently studying in Republic Poly and don't ask me why i ended up here.but afterall i have meet some great and fun friends here :) at times i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.I may view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes. I feel short but i don't mind people disturbing me as long as it makes them happy haha.but still of course i still want to grow taller if you have any elixir please recommend to me .
Yeah one thing i dislike it when people take unnecessary plastic bags , please save the world and yourself by taking less of these and especially wooden chopsticks!!I like to observe people,just to study their behaviour to predict their next move :) but i am not psychotic !I just wish i could take up psychology I am beginning to see this world to the best of my ability. I am really trying to look at the bright side.
I truly like ballet,and somehow i always wish i could dance again but i know i can't afford to do that.
I like reading novels , so far the best must have been "The notebook ,Dear John and Where rainbows end" particularly from Nicholas Sparks and Cecelia Ahern. for your information i really like eating cakes, those with heavy toppings of cream yum yum :p it has been rather long since i had them really often.
I can really laugh over the slightest thing when my laugh-o-meter goes extremely high .No need to describe how I am a really clumsy person and i trip over the weirdest things..
there's alot of things which i wish i could do , i wanna go up and float around on the hot air balloon and fly somewhere far for awhile
I just had a relaxing shower after he send me home.I played the "My love will get you home " song for him on the ride home.I did consider school today but my alarm clock died on me.
It has been quite some time since we talked like that .I realised that i never once manage to control the trembles and sadness.When you told me about the guilt you felt and how sorry you were ,everything becomes dilemma.I don't know whether my tears earlier came in fear of losing you or did i hear love mocking at me?
When you told me you wanted us to have our own life ,do our own things.Maybe you did not understood one thing, that before we got to know each other what I had was my friends and i chose you over my friends .I wanted to be the girl that you will never forget for this entire life .I tried be there for you when ever you wanted me to be .I guess it slowly became a way that i was obstructing your life because it has occurred to you that i had become someone with legs glued by your side.
Were you choosing your friends over me , because you know i will always be here by your side ?What if i wasn't there one day ?
The one thing i knew was that it isn't your fault but mine.I always tell myself that i had to do better, that i was not being good enough .It breaks me down just to realise that while i am trying my hardest as a gf, it's pressurizing you at the same time . Is love a chess board?
When i have to rack your head,think of a certain move but in the end there's only one winner?I feel as if i am losing my focus.
Was i wrong all the while? Because where we are today was build up by my past doings.There a lot of things that i regretted doing deep down, but i know i can't wind time back. The only thing i could seek was to find a win-win solution but how can i when different people have different perspective?
I am sorry , i will try to change if it means keeping you with me.
God , why is the future so bleak ?
Will you still stay with me ? I love you so much ...
1 Corinthians 13:4-8 4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
