You are at
Gonna look this way
Look at my heart again
Look at the mess I've got it in
I'm trying to trust in You
To know that you'll see me through
Through my pride
Through my shame
Into Your love
Into Your grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see Your face
And I'm running straight to You
Because
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
To break this division
All I really want to do is to fall into
The emptiness that is
The space in-between us
Erase it and bring us together again
My life's like an open book
Nothing is hidden when you look
You break through my boundaries
Revealing my insecurities
But through my pride
And through my shame
You show me love
You show me grace
I'm not looking back
Till I see your face
And I'm running straight to you
Because
Here I am saying I need you
I know I need you
Here I am, I'm coming to meet you
Cause I want to see you
♠my taste of sunshine
A pair of spectacles
Manchester United jersey
Catch a ballet performance
Pointe shoes
Adidas Kenya Jacket
Singapore flyer
Superstar Virgo trip
Open a savings bank account
Powershot e1 !!
pitter patter
♠/ FLABBERGAST
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27 January, 2008
pellets like bullet-shots* / 9:26 AM
 There are somethings that i wished i hadn't done yesterday.Maybe i wouldn't be this broken ,have you been with me i guess curiosity would not have struck me.Maybe it was trust instead.At least now i know how you felt about me ,maybe out there you still had her that meant something more then me.You don't let me see her in your eyes , but i see her in your mind. From every little thing that happen , i am beginning to wonder how many times you had kept things from me.& the exceptional feeling of you wanting to lend her read that book.You know the story and I know whats going on in your mind when you offered too.Where rainbows ends ? here? :'( Know that at that moment ,when you saw me crying,i couldn't bring myself to look at you .You sounded so concerned and i bet u din't know those minutes before that you had me crushed like a fool.I knew right well that when i looked into your eyes , i answered my own sadness .This was you the one that i loved ,I chose to be with so there's nothing i can do. Upon your repeated whys ,i felt like telling you what i saw but I din't have the courage.I was so afraid of you diverting the truth , giving me tonnes of consolation and then i would made me forget everything . I felt good when you are holding me ,you made me feel like it was just a nightmare .But i know soon everything will repeat again .Why is it that when the beef patties doesn't meet the required temperature , when the shake machine doesn't work or even when there is a problem ,humans always want to find the root cause of it .troubleshooting is to be done,but how about here or can it even ? :( Labels: love collides
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Finally eighteen although i do not look my age .I am a miniature machine gun.can be real noisy and high at times.more to outdoors.
I am currently studying in Republic Poly and don't ask me why i ended up here.but afterall i have meet some great and fun friends here :) at times i look at my horoscope and decide on how i should spend my day.I may view situations in complex thinking and a thousand possible outcomes. I feel short but i don't mind people disturbing me as long as it makes them happy haha.but still of course i still want to grow taller if you have any elixir please recommend to me .
Yeah one thing i dislike it when people take unnecessary plastic bags , please save the world and yourself by taking less of these and especially wooden chopsticks!!I like to observe people,just to study their behaviour to predict their next move :) but i am not psychotic !I just wish i could take up psychology I am beginning to see this world to the best of my ability. I am really trying to look at the bright side.
I truly like ballet,and somehow i always wish i could dance again but i know i can't afford to do that.
I like reading novels , so far the best must have been "The notebook ,Dear John and Where rainbows end" particularly from Nicholas Sparks and Cecelia Ahern. for your information i really like eating cakes, those with heavy toppings of cream yum yum :p it has been rather long since i had them really often.
I can really laugh over the slightest thing when my laugh-o-meter goes extremely high .No need to describe how I am a really clumsy person and i trip over the weirdest things..
there's alot of things which i wish i could do , i wanna go up and float around on the hot air balloon and fly somewhere far for awhile
see you there at Bahamas!!
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27 January, 2008
pellets like bullet-shots* / 9:26 AM
 There are somethings that i wished i hadn't done yesterday.Maybe i wouldn't be this broken ,have you been with me i guess curiosity would not have struck me.Maybe it was trust instead.At least now i know how you felt about me ,maybe out there you still had her that meant something more then me.You don't let me see her in your eyes , but i see her in your mind. From every little thing that happen , i am beginning to wonder how many times you had kept things from me.& the exceptional feeling of you wanting to lend her read that book.You know the story and I know whats going on in your mind when you offered too.Where rainbows ends ? here? :'( Know that at that moment ,when you saw me crying,i couldn't bring myself to look at you .You sounded so concerned and i bet u din't know those minutes before that you had me crushed like a fool.I knew right well that when i looked into your eyes , i answered my own sadness .This was you the one that i loved ,I chose to be with so there's nothing i can do. Upon your repeated whys ,i felt like telling you what i saw but I din't have the courage.I was so afraid of you diverting the truth , giving me tonnes of consolation and then i would made me forget everything . I felt good when you are holding me ,you made me feel like it was just a nightmare .But i know soon everything will repeat again .Why is it that when the beef patties doesn't meet the required temperature , when the shake machine doesn't work or even when there is a problem ,humans always want to find the root cause of it .troubleshooting is to be done,but how about here or can it even ? :( Labels: love collides
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